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25 Aug 2011, 7:06 pm

Why am I now having suicidal thoughts again about aging etc. as part of the body dysmorphic disorder I have.

My medicine worked before. Why did it suddenly stop working.

All I want to do is give up, it just seems hopeless. It never gets better, I always get older, I can't change it, I just want to give up.



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25 Aug 2011, 7:09 pm

Please notify your physician immediately. Only he or she can give you the correct answer and make the necessary adjustments.


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25 Aug 2011, 7:11 pm

I'll try, They're usually out of office now. Thanks for the concern. Grateful.



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25 Aug 2011, 7:12 pm

You're welcome.

Please keep trying to get through.

If you really feel that you're having a bad episode, then please go to the emergency room.

Please.


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25 Aug 2011, 7:15 pm

Thank you Fnord. They are closed like I thought. It's not that bad that I know of. There are usually precursors to it getting serious for me including actually having energy which I have none of. So I doubt it's gonna get bad soon but I ill call emergency services if it does.

I very much appreciate this, it means so much.



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25 Aug 2011, 7:21 pm

I just feel like I've lived a full life already, why does it have to go and on and on. It can't get much better than it's gotten. I would be so glad if a cloud floated by and I could step onto it and be whisked away and that would be that.



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25 Aug 2011, 7:34 pm

Don't give up. Things can always get better.

I agree that you should tell your doctor as soon as possible. S/he'll know what to do about the medication.

Hang in there!



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25 Aug 2011, 7:39 pm

thank you Ann. honestly it's just been a guessing game with medicine. who knows

I just think it's over. does it have to go on and on. why do people have such long lives



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25 Aug 2011, 7:54 pm

It just seems that way because things are hard right now. I've been there ... but every time things have gotten better.



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25 Aug 2011, 8:23 pm

I appreciate it very much. I'll try to think that way.



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25 Aug 2011, 9:30 pm

this effing disorder is the worst. it's taken my life away. if it even is a disorder



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27 Aug 2011, 11:02 am

my meds stopped working once they said i needed a stronger dose because i had built a tolorance to them i felt horrible for a few days so hopefully they can just incearse your dosage i belive thats what is wrong good luck and year it can be a corse to have a disorder hang in there friend