Do I have schizotypal disorder or even schizophrenia?

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I had a lot of coincidences with black cat motiff. It looks mysterious. Last time I also observed curious events associated with black cat.

When my coincidences started about 19 months ago, I saw dead black cat lying on local road (which was not so much trafficked). The person who was associated with this coincidence is also strongly associated with black cat in my mentality.

24.06.2016 - I finished quite long psychiatric observation, after which I got diagnoses of F84.5, F42.2 and F21 again. Sum of the numbers in the date 24.06.2016 (2+4+0+6+2+0+1+6 = 6+6+9 = 12+9 = 21) is 21
I am "powerless" about my mental situation.

My obsessions (in Polish natręctwa) can be really nasty in my case. They often are asscoiated with religion, sinning last time. I have terrible habit of giving oaths (also to The Most High) since quite long period of time.
F42.2 may be worse for me than F21 (a mental illness) and F84.5 (a pervasive developmental disorder), although it is classified as only neurotic disorder, anxiety disorder.

I get 30 mg of paroxetine since few months and 5 mg of olanzapine since about month. My level of functioning is "the same as earlier". Even writing posts may be "harder" for me. Alogia or something similar?

Yeah I fit a least some of the criteria too, but I already believe I have mild autism instead.

I would say that I have "clinical insanity". Something squirrely is in my mind. I have problems with functioning. I appear to be asocial in some way. Even posting may be in some way "difficult" for me.

i share many traits with you

Still the same in my case. I have even "problems" with writing posts containing more text. I "made" quite many very short posts containing numbers last time on this forum.
Psychiatrist wrote that I presented paralogical thinking, "raisonneurism" (undisciplined thinking?), delusional content.

I remember once before you mentioned schizotypal autism, at least as proposed in Europe.

My condition might be called schizotypal autism, but it is not Mendelsohnn's syndrome. My condition is not like "standard" autism. I could name it as PDD from schizophrenia spectrum. Fixative interests, autostimulating behaviors can be present in it. Nonverbal communication impairment is present since childhood.
In adolescence I began to be suspicious about other people who are not from my close family. I have "fear" that "alien" people would poison or harm me.

there are so many permutations

I think that there can be more sorts of schizotypal autism than Mendelsohnn's syndrome. My sort of autism clearly differs from typical Asperger's.

My "more classically schizotypal" symptoms began not in later childhood, but in adolescence (suspiciousness started when I was about 16). I had rare "pseudohallucinations" when I was younger (about 18?).

I suppose than in Norther America I would not have a diagnosis of PDD or ASD, but rather NVLD instead. For me NVLD is a misnomer which should be not use to describe "socio-emotional "oddness"". Autism is "socio-emotional "oddness"", not NVLD.

I read somewhere that one linkage between autism and schizophrenia is in the area of neural pruning- in autism there isn't enough and in schizophrenia there is too much.

I have also doubts if I have in fact Asperger's, a PDD or schizotypal disorder, a mental illness. I suppose that someone may conclude that my Asperger's or schizotypy symptoms are just signs or effects or NVLD.

I have verbal intelligence significally better than performance IQ. But I scored well in Arithmetic (18/19) and Block Design (14/19), my verbal IQ was 126 and performance was 104 (Coding 13/19, Picture Completion 9/19, Object Assembly 9/19, Picture Arrangement 8/19).

I suppose that wifelessness may make me more "nutty", "nuttier and nuttier". I may be sad, demobilised, depressive because of it.

I "live in own word". I am generally dysfuctional. I have terrible obsessions. Maybe it is a result of bad deeds in childhood. I have crazy thoughts.

I am the same way, Nca don't feel alone, you are not alone, many other people here are going through the same kinds of things, you're not the only one who is rejected.

I was diagnosed with schizotypal disorder regularly during last two years.
I get olanzapine since about 2 days and sulpiride since about 1,5 years.
My coincidences were larger than I thought two years ago. Big coincidence happened because I was diagnosed with schizophrenia-type disorder instead of (paranoid) schizophrenia. My biggest coincidence is associated with numbers 21 and 7, large coincidences were also associated with 3, 6, 9.
I was many times diagnosed with F84.5, F42.2, F21 at the same time. Some of dates of visits with the psychiatrists were coincident, for example:
- 5.7.2016 (last digits in numbers in the date sorted ascendingly form arithmetic sequence (AS) with three numbers and sum 18; sum of digits is 21, 21.7 can be formed from digits in that date),
- 30.9.2016 (last digits in numbers in the date sorted ascendingly form 3, 6, 9; five-membered AS can be formed from digits in that date (0, 3, 6, 9, 12); sum of digits is 21 and there are 7 meaningful digits in that date; 21 can be formed from digits in that date),
- 31.7.2017 (all numbers in the date are prime numbers, sum of digits is 21 and 21.7 can be formed from digits in the date)
- 13.11.2017 (all numbers in the date are prime numbers; numbers formed by last two digits in numbers forming that date are prime numbers (13, 11, 17) which sorted ascendingly will form triplet of three consecutive primes - 11, 13, 17, sums of digits in that triplet form geometrical sequence 2, 4, 8 which has sum 14 (14 is 21-7 or arithmetical mean of 21 and 7)),
- 4.6.2018 (sum of digits is 21, last digits in numbers of that date form AS with sum 18 and three members, five-membered AS can be formed from digits of that date (0, 2, 4, 6, 8 ).