yellowtamarin wrote:
Well, we all got our quirks. One of mine is that things external to the scenario I'm trying to focus on can affect the scenario. Like, a loud bang can distract me from focusing on my homework then it will take me a bit to get back "in the zone", someone telling me a story and adding something salient like "when I used to be a boy" is going to distract me from the story for a bit and I'll be thinking about the fact that they just revealed they have had a sex change, or having a romantic moment with someone and thinking about kissing them then having them ask permission just beforehand is going to distract me from the act of kissing that was about to occur, and I'm going to be thrown for a sec and not be in the mood for the kiss. The focus has changed from homework to loud bang, story to interesting side-note, kissing to answering a question.
In each of those situations I can return to the scenario I was focusing on, but momentarily the mood is ruined. That's the best I can explain it for me. Yes it's petty, but so are a heap of quirks that people have.
Do you have any advice for kissing without breaking the mood , or doing anything that someone may not want? I'm pretty terrible at reading body language, so I really prefer some sort of confirmation that she's receptive to a kiss, because for me the mood would be ruined by getting slapped for being overeager! How to handle a first kiss is honestly the one thing in dating that causes me more undue anxiety/fear than anything else (asking kills the mood, not asking is like a shot in the dark), so more often than not I just end up not kissing anyone. Right now my "rule" is basically to wait until a 4th date to kiss anyone, since by then I think it's a pretty fair assumption that they want one.