ELLCIM wrote:
In a perfect world, one would be able to act themselves and be desirable to be around. However, in reality, it doesn't work. You have to put on a mask to be accepted in this shallow, snobby society - and that goes for all facets of life, not just romance.
Quoted for truth.
I've spent my entire life being idealistic about it. I still am to a certain regard, but from my experience just being yourself _doesn't_ work. I'm 23 years old, and I've never even been on a _date_, and not from lack of desire. I just have no idea how to go about such a thing, and the only women who've made passes at me were shallow types I didn't particularly like. I also do things like sticking up for women's rights, and fairness, and I get branded as a chauvinist more often than not for my efforts. (Apparently, because I hate seeing people treat women as objects, that means I see women as objects. Go figure.) But anyhow... I've paid attention. I've paid a lot of attention, and from my experience,
even the women who say otherwise are more attracted to brutish 'bad-ass' men than sensitive, egalitarian ones. I've lost count of how many times I've found a woman attractive and engaged her in conversation, only to have some other guy rudely interrupt us and act like a jerk, only to have the woman stop talking to me and focus all of her attention on him.
It would be awesome if just being yourself were feasible in most cases, but honestly, the cases where it will work, from my experience, are extremely rare. If one is willing to make the sacrifices being a 'bad-ass' entails in order to gain the 'payoff' of a romantic relationship, sometimes it needs to be done, sad as that sounds.