I've largely given up on relationships now. If I asked someone out and she said yes, I just wouldn't know what to do with her. I wouldn't enter a loveless relationship, sex isn't worth that (why else enter a loveless relationship? social status? I don't give a damn). I just don't think it's worth the trouble, women don't like me anyway. Let's see, the last girls I've had crushes on or even a little interest in: one's taken for the long haul, another one the same, another turned out to be a psycho, another turned me down and on some days won't even talk to me. I just don't see myself in a relationship anymore; I was in one for nearly 6 years and yes I miss lots of things but ultimately I don't want the drama and I have no faith that relationships can actually work out for me. Add in the mix that serious relationships, the only ones I would actually be interested in, are exactly the ones my generation just doesn't want here - no offense to anyone, but I would be extremely unlikely to date an English girl, I've seen enough. The girls from my country are as bad or worse, just in a different way. So life is going to be a solo flight for me, and I'm slowly getting used to the idea.
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I am the steppenwolf that never learned to dance. (Sedaka)
El hombre es una bestia famélica, envidiosa e insaciable. (Francisco Tario)
I'm male by the way (yes, I know my avatar is misleading).