JP88 wrote:
I always wondered if I turned out missing or died while I was in school or something if anyone would care
I admit during my late thirties, early forties those were the exact same thoughts I had. My parents would miss me dearly.
But aside from them, would anyone really care? In my mind I was more a liability to most than anything else and they'd be happy to see me vanish.
And vanishing would also relieve me of the need to see and humour other people who barely cared.
I had these thoughts because I was so busy doing things that were not me. And most importantly, I was NOT doing the things that were me.
But I know now that I am here for a reason. I just had to decipher my mission statement.
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It is time
To break the chains of life
If you follow you will see
What beyond reality