Why do I feel alone, useless and unwanted?



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Invincible
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18 Jul 2010, 2:45 am

I basically have no friends, no job, etc. and the only way I can communicate well is behind a computer screen due to the fact that I am not a social person, shopaholic, socialite, etc.

Whenever I post somewhere, the thread usually dies shortly thereafter and I often wonder if it's because I'm not welcome on a forum.

Sometimes, if not most of the time, I feel that my gf doesn't want me around because she feels and thinks that I'm unhappy living with her.

I'm basically at my wits end.

I just don't wanna be in this world anymore, in fact, I should've never been born :cry:



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18 Jul 2010, 3:11 am

Invincible wrote:
the only way I can communicate well is behind a computer screen due to the fact that I am not a social person, shopaholic, socialite, etc.


As is the same for most of us.

Invincible wrote:
Whenever I post somewhere, the thread usually dies shortly thereafter and I often wonder if it's because I'm not welcome on a forum.


I pay little, if any attention to who the poster is and choose to respond based on the topic and whether or not I have any input. Frequently I read a post and simply have nothing to say. It has absolutely nothing to do with who posted it.

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Sometimes, if not most of the time, I feel that my gf doesn't want me around because she feels and thinks that I'm unhappy living with her.


Women have a biological component that drives them to see after the well being of their mates. She wants you to be happy and it might be discouraging for her if she cannot cheer you up. But you HAVE a girlfriend so that makes you the envy of many men on here.

Invincible wrote:
I just don't wanna be in this world anymore, in fact, I should've never been born :cry:


NT's might "make the world go around" but they "stand on the shoulder's of giants" and those "giants" were certainly not NT.

The world needs individuals like us who can't help but to think and perceive the world differently. We are the element which causes the leaps in human advancement.



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18 Jul 2010, 3:17 am

I feel much of the same way you do. I feel like I never should have been born as well. Kinda wish there was just a switch you could flip if you didnt wanna live anymore.



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18 Jul 2010, 3:35 am

Invincible wrote:
I feel that my gf doesn't want me around because she feels and thinks that I'm unhappy living with her.


hey, at least you were able to rate a gf in the first place. that is a lot better than lots of us hermits here on WP.



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18 Jul 2010, 12:39 pm

I know this dosent help because I feel the same way and posted something similar before, but I do feel the same as you, I still wonder why I'm here, why I havent been shot dead yet, I see no reason for me to live, I am no use to people around me, no special skill, can't do anything a normal teen can do, and even though I have peoplee around me who say they love me I don't feel loved and I certainly feel lonely, I guess all I can say is why am I still here I haven't found any purpose for me so what is so damn important that I need to suffer like this, I never Hurt anyhow else what did I do to deserve this????


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18 Jul 2010, 3:42 pm

I also feel that way a lot of the time, and it can be hard to accept. But I'm trying to live with who I am and all the circumstances which arise as a result. It's not easy, in fact it's pretty darn tough, but I have to stop comparing myself to others who I perceive to have more of the "good stuff". I guess my life was meant to be different with different tests and pitfalls. Maybe for me and you a just few people in our lives is enough. Maybe our level of achievement is different to others, so don't feel too down and learn to like what's there, even though I can understand why people like us find that very difficult.


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18 Jul 2010, 5:05 pm

I hope that things get better, for you. Hang in, there. :)


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18 Jul 2010, 6:22 pm

I can relate. I've been feeling that way a lot...like I wish I'd never been born.

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18 Jul 2010, 9:39 pm

I feel the same way Invincible, I wish I was like your name, but I am having trouble fitting in on WP, I really like alot to the people here
but I think its better if I leave on good terms, rather then have a huge meltdown again, I share alot of the same issues you talked about, and its getting to be to much. You should know you are not alone, there are people here that care, and offer good advice, you have more going then some guys on this forum.



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18 Jul 2010, 9:47 pm

I feel much the same nowadays...


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20 Jul 2010, 10:28 pm

I wish I was alot more like my name Friskey :cry:



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21 Jul 2010, 4:52 am

Chronos wrote:
Invincible wrote:
(...)I feel that my gf doesn't want me around because she feels and thinks that I'm unhappy living with her.


(...)But you HAVE a girlfriend so that makes you the envy of many men on here.


I wouldn't say envy, but my sympathy meter hit the bottom when i read that.


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08 Sep 2010, 7:08 pm

I think i`m worse guys, my life just sucks so bad. I am a Black guy in University in Japan, i dont have friends,people just stare at me and when they talk to me they`ll be just asking about Africa and they leave, all the girls i meet and go on a date with they just never reply to me again the next day, i dont talk too much or too little, i think i am the most boring person alive. i dont have any special skills too, sometimes i just feel like banging my head on the walls, i feel pain inside and i want to feel it outside too. I used to have a 3.7 GPA not m down to 2.6, i cant organize my own stuff anymore, i`m so shy to hang out with others, i get so nervous when given a chance to speak in from of people, i dont have a social life, i spend 90% of my time in my room on the computer just watching movies, cartoons or porn, i think about death a lot these days, i dont even know why i`m living, we have a counselor at school but my mind keeps telling me i`m Ok. i hate myself everytime i look in the mirror i just want to smash it. why am i not normal?????

I dont know how i`m going to help myself out of this



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08 Sep 2010, 7:30 pm

I can relate too. :(



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08 Sep 2010, 7:32 pm

I can relate OP, we just gotta hang on guys, life can be unbearble for us but you gotta find the things that make it worth living.



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