the_beautiful_mess was exhausted. The end of term (or semester, as she realised Americans would call it) had come, and it was the Easter Holidays (Spring Break in American speak).
She was missing her sister. She had seen her the previous Friday, but that had been the first time since January. She wanted to go for a walk with her, and talk about everything they normally did, which was, incidentally, almost everything.
Her brothers were around. John, the elder, had been relatively uninteresting of late, focusing intensely on something to do with his A-Levels, and unwilling to do much that was fun. Matty, the younger, was continuing to be his lively, noisy, and often annoying ten-year-old self. the_beautiful_mess loved him, she really did, but he was so intense and loud all the time, and he had a tendency to lose his temper.
Nothing seemed to be happening. She had work she could do: RS and an English poetry analysis essay that should have been handed in two days before. She wouldn't do it though. She could never work at home. It was the wrong environment. She could write. She was trying to complete a novel, and ignored the ridicule this garnered from her best friend, Grey. He was funny and passionate and adventurous, but he thought she was wasting her time. He told her she was good, and he meant it, but that nobody cared about what some teenage girl had to write about. She would smile wanly, but she was determined. She had what it took. She knew it. She just knew. She was determined and she was unique, and she had the talent to make her dream happen.
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'I may not amount to much, but at least I am unique.' ~ Jean-Jacques Rousseau
'I sometimes go to my own little world, but that's okay, they know me there.' ~ Joel Hodgson