KeepWaiting wrote:
I have. I’m taking medication now. In a strange way, it was fun. My mind was working at full capacity. But, I also became exhausted, paranoid, delusional, etc. That part was not fun.
I remember the first couple of times it happened I actually missed it when I calmed down but after the last more recent time I definitely never want it to happen again.
It's not that I thought it was fun the first couple of times but it was like as though it was an alternative reality and my mind was playing. But it was still exhausting but I was a lot younger back then, in my 20s.
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