I HATE THIS PLACE!! I DON’T WANT to get use to living here. You have to eat breakfast at 6 AM, you have to eat what they made you, lunch is at 11:30, dinner is at 4 PM & people need to sleep at 6 PM, I’m not use to going to bed sooo early, I don’t want to wake up at 6 in the morning, I’m NOT a morning person, I been going to sleep later, I can have a hard time sleeping. I want to eat what I want to eat & when I want to eat, I love picking out my food & ordering from restaurants. The staff think they know stuff about me, they want to believe what they want to believe. I have Psoriatic Arthritis, bone pain, they think all I need is to walk to lose weight, I CANNOT walk too good, when I broke my ankle almost 6 years ago, my ankle healed, my bones didn’t healed right, I still have ALOT of pain in my ankle & both my feet have pain too, they DON’T CARE to believe me, they want to believe themselves, how would they know the truth? They don’t know me, they are just big bullies. I have to brush my teeth more, I have to shower everyday, people to chores around here, I can’t do chores, I can’t walk too good, I can hardly stand. I been getting more anxiety, it’s getting more worse, I been having more difficulty breathing too. I’m going to the doctor now that I have help, what if I do get medicine for anxiety, what if it doesn’t help, I’m getting anxiety cuz of my Autism. And I do have Psoriatic Arthritis, people with psoriasis get this. How can you walk it off to lose weight? Psoriatic Arthritis is bone disease. I needed to take a shower today, but I really don’t feel good, I felt like I was going passed out when I was on my feet, I’m coughing, I have acid reflux, I’m having bad anxiety, it’s really hurt to stand, I want to cry & I’m having breathing problems, they don’t care, I wish I was die. They want me to be somebody I’m not. They are forcing me to do stuff, when I did take a shower, I had a meltdown, in the shower, I was crying, I threw up too.