Age1600 wrote:
my cuddle swing, my big ushaped body pillow i use to do somesaults along with going upside down on, my weighted blankets i lay under for hourrrs, my stim toys i cant live without such as my cellphone dude, he gets more affection then my bf lol oh well lol...would be a waste then, my bf told me if i ever changed he would leave me, my family wouldnt know what to do with me if i was normal, theyd be like ughhh why arent u flapping lol, this world would be normal without chaotic me lol. I rather pass, being myself is no 50mph carosel(yea i made that up, but that would be fun, heck going in circles that fast i looove), but its been me this long, and changing it now would rather being taking the cowardly way out in my case that is.
I'm with you, Chica!
I am twice as old as you and I agree that changing how I am now would rather be anti-climactic. No, I'll pass on the cure and besides, the OP doesn't have a million dollars.
Merle
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