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^ Guess nobody noticing at the moment

i miss my fia, it's almost a year now...

Did you lose your daughter kaytie? Thats awful.

Well, my phone, gas, and electric, have all been shut-off. I'm powering my computer on an extension cord running from my neighbors house. No heat,no hot water, etc.... But, you know what? I don't seem to really give a s**t anymore. I have been so depressed lately, that I don't think I can go any lower. Funny how that works.......

I like eating what I want, I like eating it when I want it, and I like eating how much I want. I also don't like having to go easy on the milk. I need a job and he doesn't care if I get one and asks me why I care, but I want a stash of food I can eat guilt-free. Jack's and my relationship is perfect except for that.

I so f*****g hate with a vengeance the assbackward f****d up SIS system my college use...

It wouldn't be so bad if the goddamn login system would work CONSISTENTLY!

I use the same login and password every f*****g time, but sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't and it NEVER tells me why.

So maybe my password is wrong, so I'll go to change it to the password to what I know it should always be...

but no, you can't change it to that because that IS your current password.
THEN WHY THE f**k DIDN'T IT WORK WHEN I USED IT BEFORE!! !????



I swear to god I have no f*****g clue why it does this to me. I have always been having this problem the time I have been at this school.
Whatever computer engineer designed this nightmare needs to be shot because it makes no f*****g sense.

I had a depressive episode last night; no fun at all.

I am so tired of people with PhD's who know nothing about AS. I decided to try the services of a cognitive behavioral therapist, after reading the post of someone here who found it helpful. I found one I could walk to from home. Just met him. BAD experience. He told me I didn't have AS because he had met Temple Grandin and I wasn't anything like her. There was some other BS he told me, that I'm so traumatized by that I'm blocking it. But this isn't the first time I've spoken with a so-called professional who questions my diagnosis (I was diagnosed by my state's leading expert in autism three years ago).

And can I just say, getting a doctorate in psychology is about as difficult as changing a tire. Yet they have the nerve to call themselves doctors. Argh.

BTW I work with a bunch of them so maybe I'm a little prejudiced.

The following was actually going to be a post in this thread:http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt40123.html but to me it seemed more like a rant than a rational reply, so shockingly enough I though this thread would be more appropriate for it.

No. Because for that to happen it would have to involve them pulling their heads out of their arses and considering that despite my struggles, I actuallly am a human being with feelings and deserve to be treated accordingly, and we can't have that now, can we?
And judging from when I ran into one girl who bullied me, she started smirking at me instead of apologising for what she did to me, I'd say it ain't gonna be a happening thing.

Dear me,

I hate you. You're worthless and can't get anything done. You're also annoying not to mention stupid and you have AS. I hate ME so much that I would do anything to get rid of ME and become a SOMEONE with some goals and aspirations. You're always convinced you're going to commit to something and never do. You're just like Scarlett in Gone with the Stupid Wind. "Oh tommorow, there's always tommorow."

You're going to keep saying that till you grow so old you end up in a home. I hate ME, and don't want to be with You. I wish I could escape ME with my old ways of drinking but you've put me in so much trouble that what can I say....no other alternatives except death. I don't even think you're worth that anymore.

You, I wouldn't want to be ME.

Jane Shcaffer: GO F*** YOURSELF!! !! you sap creativity from children! you shouldnt impose writing in such a structured and formulaic way on your worst enemy let alone children who are the future (ok, that last part was a bit cheesy :p)

I hate bullies
I don't know why they are the way they are!
I feel like leaving here and never coming back and the worst part of it is they get justified by other members.
oh well sa la ve

I had this cool dream last night that I was going through my drawers and I found all this money in there, stacks of bills... many thousands worth.

Today I looked in those drawers in hope that by a bizarre coincidence there would actually be thousands of dollars just sitting in the drawer. Sadly, there wasnt any stacks of bills in there like in the dream. : (

Silly of me to check, but the dream felt so real that I felt a strange need to.

Zenmistress, I've had dreams like that but I would actually find the stuff I dreamed about finding. Well, sort of. Once I dreamed I'd find my lost geography textbook in my desk, and the next day I found it in my desk. Another time I dreamed I found my lost pencil case on the dining room table, and I found it shortly after... not on the dining room table, mind you, but on the teacher's desk at school.


I feel nauseated right now but I can't puke!

I can't stand people who believe I should show eternal respect for someone just because they are well respected by others, even when they have disrespected me.