Mini-mania?

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I now have to deal with the disruption and uncertainty of the power being out at my parents' house. I now feel kinda bad again.

I think I'm a very sensitive person.

Since restarting female hormones, I've felt somewhat calmer and less anxious/dysphoric.

I spoke too soon. I just got overloaded at my parents' house, at my parents' house, and now I feel bad and anxious, like I'm stuck. My repetitive behaviors do not bring me relief or reward. This has been going on a lot lately and I'm worried about it. Unfortunately, it's the weekend.

Also, my motivation is threatening to take a dip, as keeping up a female appearance means keeping up with your wardrobe, keeping clean and shaved, etc., and I felt really tired, even though I had taken a nap just hours earlier.

I'm so sorry to hear that, I hope you are feeling better soon.
I hope you are having good medical help?

I feel better this morning, but today is going to be another high-activity day. I'd like to rest, but unfortunately, with my restricted interests and repetitive behaviors not seeming very rewarding (and my programming project done), what would I be doing all day otherwise? I feel very self-obsessed, and thoughts jumbled, and just ugh still.