Oh great, I'll be 25 in 6 days.

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Hey sweetleaf =) (old screen name plazmaplanna but I can't remember if I talked to you on this new screen name and haven't been here in awhile...) hope 25 is going ok....just turned that two months ago and said to myself "Damn...I am 25- what do I have to prove I've lived this amount?" =/

College dropout....on disability....what is one to do to break the mold.

I am trying many herbal remedies since the meds more often did not work and caused terrible side effects.

Learning things when I can and just trying to improve myself over all....hard for me to tell people what I am up to so I avoid being places where people are so I don't have to go through that conversation.

Moved out to the middle of nowhere to where my brother is residing in hopes to find that my mental depreciation was merely due to my living situation (was living with my parents) unfortunately that hypothesis has proven to be without merit. Been a month now....everyday I wake up and suicide seems to be echoing strong in my brain...would never do it...having come this far....but doesn't mean it doesn't have a negative impact.

Anyways....hope you find some thing that may help you in your endeavors and your life will improve.

You have 28 years to become as nuts as me!! !! !

Hey, just think of it as screening.

You don't want to be friends with judgmental as*holes who would look down on you for being on SSI anyway. The cool people won't care.

Happy birthday.

Yeah guess I could see it as their loss, and walk away and if really necessary tell them to f*** off and leave me alone. I can tolerate a bit of disagreement and ignorance on their part like if they have such a different view point of things they can't see how I am unable to work but aren't really judging I don't care....sort of like I don't think guys with long hair should cut it to find a job, but its their life and I am not in that position so I don't judge someone for that even if I don't really like the idea.

But if people are rude about it, its probably a good sign its not someone I want to associate with.