Okay, this is kind of a whole bunch I'm gonna throw @ you @ once, to make a point, so i hope you understand, but I kinda have to say it all at once for it to make sense....
Anyways...so lately I've had a big change in how I see the world...It wasn't anything I read, it was just something I realized. Anyways, I'm going to avoid offending anyone as much as possible, but essentially after I did sort of a mental "God test" everything I had read about religion(negative things) the last few years made sense to me from that viewpoint and it's not like I've turned into a "hater" or anything, it's just that now I'm hyper-skeptical of..f*****g everything.
Not that I'd want to stick it in EVERYTHING, though I have been a very lustful child recently....beside the point, though, I've started analyzing everything, not just going w/my intuition and have become a very philosophical type person.
I mean, I'm kind of dumbing it down to make a point, for some reason my mind isn't on full throttle right now, so I feel a little childish and kinda out of it. strange feeling.
Anyways, I do see the psychology of how people think and that people are intuitive, there is no game, purpose, I have no "problems", it's all just in people's heads, fear is caused by uncertainty,etc., but it's not like my visceral feelings such as sexual desire, need for companionship,need for progress has gone just because i don't see it as the world's objective, in fact I feel it kind of makes more sense to connect as we learn and gain more.
Anyways, I'm not going to rant on and on about my philosophical thoughts (which tbh have NOTHING to do with religion anymore,unless my mom forces me to read Quran, thank God), because i'm gonna kind of pull a douche move and say that I'm pretty sure most Aspies hold this view.
My point is that all our "problems" can be approached from a non-human-centric, objective, cosmic perspective, because that's how things ACTUALLY work, not just how people tend to see them. I mean scientists think like this all the time, correct?
P.S. NO offense to religious people on here, my point is not to offend, only to think.
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"I watched a change in you, It's like you never had wings, now you feel so alive"
22 Mar 2013, 3:43 pm
