AlMightyAl wrote:
Was this bumped because someone saw my picture?
no, I bumped it. I've only on my 4th or 5th week of realization I have AS, and reading and thinking about my past all I can and organizing my experience and symptoms in a AS way. It's been very therapeutic to see the garbage built up in my mind that has been like toxins.
I recently re-watched the entire DVD set of West Wing. And I sort of associated with the fictional character of Toby Ziegler. Very accomplished in his field, but had violent conflict with a business partner - and very serious emotional issues with his brother's death (which got him fired and arrested), etc.
My first post on this forum was to see if anyone was a big fan of Toby Z and thought he fit many AS undiagnosed adult symptoms (as much as you can see on the outside).
Anyway, today i was thinking of both Andy Kaufman (man on the moon song played on the radio today while driving to get lunch).... and Kurt Cobain's suicide letter flashed in my mind and had new meaning.
I don't think I've seen your photo on the forum, and even if I did - I'm faceblind so I didn't notice it was Curt
And i don't know curt very well, but I had read his suicide letter a few times in the past few years.
I encourage people to read it, any connection?
http://www.geocities.com/SunsetStrip/Ve ... enote.html The use of the world "Empathy" really was on my head (you will see I started a thread on that word a few days ago).
I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.
you won't get more clear explanation than this - it wasn't your photo