I have AS, but I don't look like it. I really hate it.

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Sorry, I just had to bump this again, as this problem keeps arising. I do NOT know what makes me happy. Watching chipmunk videos does, but that would have to be ALOT of them to make me happy, but then being That Freaky Chipmunk Girl would ruin me even more.

I do have some imaginary friends in my head (due to me not supposed to be having any friends for being overlyjudgemental and black-and-white thinking) and guess what? A few of them are chipmunks!

Anyways, I also hate looking young as well and trying the best possible ways to ruin my beautiful, youthful looks. 3 years of prostitution will ruin that, as I will get addicted to various drugs, but I can't wait a moment longer.

I'm still trying to find practial accessories to distract people from my face, like many huge piercings or glasses.

STFU and get over yourself, mary.

Hmm... how do I respond to that BS?
NEVER!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !

And you probably look plain... and old, which I am uber jealous of. As for the rest of you as*holes, continue telling me to "get over myself" because I am WAY BELOW myself for rock-bottom self-esteem, it won't do ANYTHING but just add to your own over-inflated egos.

GTFO of my thread if you are going to waste my time although you are from the real world as you show it by being bitter and spiteful.

I seriously want an abusive and alcoholic love partner who will beat me, and for looking the way I do, I should be raped everyday.

And thank you for making me cry again. Care to do it once more?

As I said I am massochistic and LOVE being treated like crap, no kidding.

The point you are missing: there is no reason an Aspie should look like me! It's just politically incorrect and I do not deserve it! And I specifically said that I do not get joy out of looking good, there is no point in looking good if you are MISERABLE! You're saying I should be HAPPY! Well, I'm NOT!! ! OKAY?! !

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People with AS are attractive, just like NT's can be unattractive. I think I'm pretty attractive. I get some attention. My face expressions hardly change though.

And I'm wasting your time?
Girl, please.
You need some serious help.
Of course, you'll do what you want. It's your choice.
But do the world a favor: If you need to tear yourself up do it in private.
No one wants to read this kind of nonsense.

most of people whith asperger etc look normal....unless they think we should rock 24/7 or someting

Are you calling the rest of us ugly???

I believe you are saying because of attractive looks people reject the notion you could have a Aspergers. What you say is very true of people's perceptions of people who are physically attractive. You need a couple of bolts coming from your head before they will accept your Aspergers.

I came across a post at another AS site, "Is it true all AS are attractive".(Similar to this) My reply was, "Just a myth, but a nice myth".

i think the interesting thing with being pretty and having AS is...that more people approach me and try to have random conversations...this is all good and well when i'm drunk and not feeling socially anxious...but in normal situations it may freak people out: beauty = confidence and not the apparent social defecit/shyness i have, the two don't quite match up...lol x

my father had a stroke 2 years ago, and now we bothe went to some guy who could help us understand other people.

people dont beleeve it when my father tells them he had a stroke becouse hes not in a weelchair, and the same thing for me, people expect some nerdy guy who dousnt talk( and only have good grades )

Your looks have nothing to do with it... Who in the world told you this crap? Odd.

Looks =/= Condition. There are times this will apply, but the spectrum disorders do not fall into this category. There may be traits found to be more common, but nothing defining or exclusive.


M.

So you are a self proclaimed masochist who wants to be ugly, treated like crap and raped .....and you get all defensive and whiny and tell someone to leave your thread when they answer your train wreck babbling with a frank suggestion?? (snickers). You are probably the most absurd person I have ever encountered. You dont want to be treated like crap. You can't even handle it when people are honest with you.

BTW, has it occured to you that it might be possible that YOU have hurt someone else's feelings by your comments about Aspies deserving to be ugly and mistreated and raped?

Also, if beauty is really the only thing you value in yourself and others (seems apparent through your veiled bragging and insults ) then that's pretty sad. I don't like or respect a person just because they are good looking. If you are genuinly trying to earn people's disrespect, then you're doing a pretty darn good job. Don't get offended, it's what you want isn't it? No, I don't think so. You just want sympathy and attention. But you don't get that by bragging about yourself, insulting everyone else, and then making melodramatic claims about how you feel that clearly conflict with how you really feel. Your not the only one with self esteem issues, so quit bragging, quit whining, and especially quit telling Aspies that they deserve to be ugly prostitute rape victims!

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Wow, I don't want to be critical, but I think that your post is really insulting. AS and being pretty are not mutually exclusive. Having Asperger Syndrome doesn't equate to being ugly, either superficially or as a person. Where are you coming from?

That said, you do have a problem. You're going to have to learn how to deal with the insanity of men and the injustice of sexual manipulators for the rest of your life (if you remain attractive) or you will find yourself undermined and attacked again and again. If you do have AS and are an attractive girl with geeky interests, you had better be prepared for the games and toxic schemes the NT male geeks will be hammering you with for the rest of your life. It's a gauntlet that is almost impossible to run. Look around... how many beautiful women scientists are there, normal or Aspie?

Good luck.

Never thought I would say this to anyone on this forum, but you are a weirdo. Get out of your own thread, please. You REALLY need help. (Jesus Fracking Christ, I thought *I* was nuts!?) And I say that seriously, you do need to seek professional help.

I don't like being mean or saying mean things to people, but you brought this on yourself.