Yes, this is just too strange.
I was thinking this a couple hours ago. But it's not the first time.
I got a new laptop today, and I guess I was excited about setting it up and all.
It's rare that I buy myself something expensive, but it gives me a bizarre feeling when I do.
Part of me feels guilty, but part of me is really happy, and I take great care in opening everything up and sorting out the various parts. At the same time, I get this parental feeling like I have given my inner child a gift or something.
I am just an emotional mess sometimes.
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"I was made to love magic, all its wonder to know, but you all lost that magic many many years ago."
N Drake