scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Ok my friend, we need to get you ready,
1, Get a hard hat so your head wont hurt as much
2, Get the local emergency number
3, Become friends with a new person (someone who you can talk too)
4, Buy something for protection
5, Try to get atleast 30 mins of sun daily (I need to take my own advice )
6, Buy emergency supplies e.g: lollies and flashlight
7, Have a drink

For me Imma 9/10 today ^_^

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-7.3545 I might have to go into the hospital. I already tried once but this time it is a much nicer hospital. It is for self harm threats and actions. The problem with this hospital is that it is like being locked up in a state mental institution because as my psychologist said, "It can be a few months there." The good thing about this hospital is that they know a lot about autism and maybe I can finally get on the right meds and be cured (not of the autism but the mental stuff). They also do testing (at least that something to do, rather than being bored all day) and art therapy (I love art!). I am afraid of the IQ part if they do that. I took an IQ test and the results were negative. I have a shirt that says that! On that day of testing, maybe I'll wear that shirt! I never do well on IQ tests with the exception of the pattern finding questions. I score on the upper end on that part. Without that, I would probably score in the mentally challenged range. My thought insertion and voices are getting increasingly dangerous. Like yesterday the thought insertion told me while I was on the freeway (I was the passenger, not the driver), they told me to jump out of the car but as you can tell, I didn't because I knew I wouldn't survive. Going 60-70 mph and jumping is instant death not just for me because it would be a distraction, it can cause many car accidents and other deaths. I think the pills are doing this to me! Pills according to my regular family doc, says they are poison! He actually agrees with me! So, every night when I take my poison, I say, "I'm taking my poison!" mmmmm, poison. That must taste great and do good things to your body. Just remember, as Bush used to say, "When we are talking about war, we are really talking about peace." I just had to say that. That is all.

I'm a +4 today. Not sure how to describe it really, I guess I must be neutral?

6

The weather sucks, so I haven't been running and my insulating layer of fat is starting to come back, but at least I am tolerating the cold better. It must be a useful adaptation.

I have been making more progress on my emissions paper despite taking time out to help a friend with his "stinking whale of a problem".

Feeling a bit disoriented about leaving my PhD program (I graduated), but no real income yet. Not sure I want to stay in Michigan. Why do people wait until they're old to move away where the weather is better?

+3.5 I'm feeling slightly crappy this morning/afternoon, and am thankful that I didn't get carried away with the RumpleMinze last night. I can tell, I could feel much worse. I'll have to give my appetite credit for this save, because as soon as I got buzzed, I got hungry, and that was the end of it. Now, it's time for some coffee....

2.5
No one knows what I should be dxed with. I am confused. I feel sick. I wanna cry.

+3

My new semester has gotten off to a smooth start.

around 7 or 8. :]

0 Feel ignored all the time and just got into a fight with some a**hole of a friend over money. I don't even know why I invited him over again since he's still a prick. Now he finds it funny to bring his buddies over just to make feel like I'm the worst person in the world for not letting him "borrow" any money.

My whole life has been nothing but a joke. If there's a god, I bet he's getting his jollies off of me.

(hugs MissC)

+3

Still doing ok.

I'm doing Ok today, I'd give it a +4.5. Cool.

I don't know feel right now.

Don't know what to do. I can't get religous for a $$ time. don' t wat to do.

Dos it matter? Proly not, but it is crazy here.

Don't mean to sound bad to those who have this advantage. Good for you. In fact, if you live in my area, let me know. Don't worry.

Not sure H0W to live without the everYday life of tranzportation..

Pleeze PM if you do......

I'm not shure what to do, but I cant stant it. Y'all seem to be Kool people be here.

If this sounds KrazY, i KAN understand. Pleaze don't read this the Wrong way if you can.

I wish I could it waz as simple as that or I wasn't thiz stupid. You
all seem so smart or know how to live life to the fullest!! !

Don't know where or who to talk to.

Hopefully I'll be able to talk to you great or Knormaly!

If you cant see it knormal, I understand. So don't think this sound crazy. It's sounds crazy myeself.

You guyz have been the best here. Keep in contact!

I hope this doesn't sound too confusing! If it does, ignore it!

Please be happy!

Goodnight

Really s**t mood: - 10,000

I'm going to try and take my life

I don't care anymore

^OMG, please don't!!

You are too good a person to do so. I know you don't think so but everyone here will agree that you are.