scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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7 worried about my mom's surgery on Thursday. It is making my symptoms worse, even though I take my poison...oh I mean pills. I keep on hallucinating and today I thought there were people hiding behind the bushes spying on me and tracking where I am going. Every single thing is getting delayed, including the book I am supposed to be in called Artism Anew which was going to come out this month and now it got delayed because of stupid funding problems. IT BETTER STILL GET PUBLISHED! In other news, my contact in New York is trying to get me to do a tour of both the west and east coast over the next 2 years- this year and 2010. Hopefully I make it and its all expenses paid so I can go. At the John F Kennedy Center in Washington DC my contact is trying to get me to do a speech as well as Princeton University but the problem is this. They are at around the same time so I have to decide on which one. They are both in May and last through June something or the other. That is also when both of my autism conferences that I am going to speak at are. Busy, busy! If you had the choice of speaking at the Kennedy Center or Princeton which would you choose and why? I'm leaning toward the Kennedy Center because since it is Washington DC, and by then Obama will get his dog, maybe I can meet the President! I know this sounds grandiose, but its real! I ain't that crazy! Just because I am an alien from the planet Cow doesn't mean anything. By the way that planet only has mad cows that are loose and kill anyone who invades their planet. I have already gotten a letter from the Queen of England (which will be on my website shortly {don't know how short because my dad is slower than slow}) thanking me for sending a picture of a Corgi to her and she loved it! I am planning on doing the same things with Obama, giving him a drawing and hopefully receiving a letter of thanks. Just remember, I am the Famous Artist and Famous Speaker! I will take over the world like Wyland (with art, not anything bad)! I have a speech to give at Toastmasters tomorrow about living with Schizophrenia and what the disorder is so people won't think it is multiple personality disorder because those two disorders ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT!

5

Feelin a bit bubbly for this time of night.

3 for the amount of posts in this thread.

anyway.. -5 Some jerk who lives in my new apartment complex, thinks it's perfectly fine to walk down the center (no sarcasum intended here) of the drive way. I waved my hand for him to move a tad to his left, and all he did was stop and stare me to death. There are sidewalks all over this place.

I passed slowely then looked out my mirror. I was pissed off to find this jerk gawking at me like I was some hidious freak of nature. (Does this guy think he's cattle or something?) I stopped an yelled "Hey! What is your problem!? I'm just trying to get home, and you stare like I was going to hit you! You're the one walking down the middle of the lot!" so annoying..

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I feel an overwhelming need to convert atheists to Christianity.

^I am unconvertible.




+3 Today is fairly crappy, as I feel depression returning. It has become so predictible that I can damn near schedule stuff around it, accurately.

less than zero.
my son also has autism, when he was around 5 he tried to join in a game of "tag" with some older children. He ran around in circles, randomly patting everyone not in the game on the back. He left the game and started crying after a while because he knew this wasn't right, but didn't know what *right* was.

It's the only metaphor that fits how I feel

(btw, I picked him up, hugged him, gave him some sweets and took him home. At least he has me for that )

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I'm sorry, I'm not to convert as well. Xenophanes was right, I believe, when he said or implied, according to me, that.... God didn't make man like his image but man made god like his image. (think about it)

But.... to put a number on my mood.... um.... do not compute, almost. But to stay on the positive side, my wish, I'd say +4.

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I just saw a picture of myself, taken recently before IKE and when the jerks at the other complex refused to fix the heater. It was very hot, no breeze what so ever, my hair was short, and I sweated. How am I supposed to be proud of that FREAK image!! OMG! And I mean it's just horrible ugly for a women! It's not remotely anything like what I see in the mirror...but yes, it's my face I'm sad to say

-4

I don't have the money to pay the bills, and it seems control of my life is slipping farther from my grasp.

I can't seem to get along with my wife anymore despite loving her so much.

If I write more I will have to lower the number.

-1

Am I compatible with anyone?

Happy happy, joy joy. +6 right now.

Did you used to watch Ren and Stimpy?

I did extensively during my teen years.

(-10)^2

Yeah, I used to love it. Too bad it disappeared.


I'm a +4 today. Not real good or real bad. I can handle that.

-5 i have the flu. no one will take care of me

-1.

Had an okay day at work. Trying to figure out some issues involving tomorrow night, and things.


Blahhhhh.