scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-2 right now, today in general was +1
I feel annoyed and stressed right now, but I should be happy with today's events.

-50

0, meh

-10 I don't fit in anywhere no matter what I do

+2

minus i dont even know.

-7 can't seem to pull together a good day

-4 doesn't look promising

+2
Walking a tight rope.
Hope matters for all in the negative improve soon.

-3

I made a very tastey strawberry pie last night. I have a tiny bit of negative history with the pie, and made it for self-therpy purposes. Everything was done right on my pie! The filling was thick, and just the right amount, without the aid of a recipe. I used a recipe for a specific crust I had to have. It had to be THAT CRUST, because that was the crust we had on our fruit pies growing up. None other would do! I beat at dough with a spread knife, and my arm wouldn't feel tired enough. I then went to sleep feeling fabulous and so emotionaly refreshed. Today just pissed on all of this! Right on que as always! Nature ALWAYS does this right on time, everytime! Clean out one stupid wound, get it picked back open again.

I found out my mom hasn't updated or scanned with her anti-virus software for nearly a full year! She just assumed they would magicly do all the work for her. Her sewing machine also just arrived. I made sure she updated her stuff this time, and I think it annoyed her. For Rift, I had to recover the files over and over to get it going. (our two computers are networked) Yesturday, something just removed Rift from my program files and blocked it, so I spent nearly all DAY reloading that nonsence!

Today I got kicked out by it, and missed a big fat raid. ugh.. Next, I joined a player, and because I died off a grey elite in inferior gear, he disbanded, put me on ignore, and then deleted! 'sigh' I'm not THAT horrible. Wow! Next, I started talking to mother about my past. She listened to one story, then just instantly went to her machine and ignored everything I tried to say! Not one story had her in it. There I was, not even crying, but pooring my past experiances out right to her, and she solid ignored me like it was total bull s**t! She even did the angry face and grunt infront of me again! Wow! It's not like this would have taken an hour! I even sat on the couch with my back turned, talking loudly, and she still did nothing but continue to read and talk to herself about how she was going to enjoy the new sewing machine!

I wasn't exagerating. I was just trying to blabb about my past for literaly five minutes, so I could feel better. (my Rift character was AFK at the time, so of course I wasn't going to keep him there for long, you know.) I went from tiny little story to tiny little story, but apparently it was all bull crap. Then I talked to her about the pot holders she was going to make. There we GO! we are now talking together, and I'm not a supposed DRAMA WHORE now! She wanted to make lunch, which was pretty good. (needs more vegetables) She then continued her occasional grunt and hiss to herself, but now she's takeing a nap, so it's going to be quiet for a while and not "mumble mumble HMRF!"

STUPID SATURDAY!

0.absolutely nothing

-10. I dont even know where to start.

+3 or 4, good day.