scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I live off-campus, about two miles away, in an apartment complex. A friend of mine is going back and forth and picking people we know up from the dorms and giving them somewhere to stay for a while just to get away from it for now. As far as we know there was only one shooter, people are just in a state of shock and want to get away from the place for a bit.

I still don't know if anyone I know is hurt, but as far as I know they had no reason to be in the academic building that the shooter went into. I don't know if either of the girls shot in the study lounge in the dorm were people I know.

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back up to a 2. Having people around helps for some reason (about four freshmen are at my apartment playing halo and trying to get their minds off things) and smoking helped too. Even though I'm high, I can still tell that I'm in a state of shock.

Last edited by shadexiii on 16 Apr 2007, 2:11 pm, edited 1 time in total.

Hello,

I am so sorry to hear that.

I hope you are doing allright, keep your head down and your wits about you.

Good luck,

crazedchef

5
I hurt my thumb
And I miss my cat

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I went downstairs and brought Flo back up with me.
I love her lots and lots. She makes me happy when I'm sad.

-2

I've had it with this s**t, I need help with my life, I'm not getting it and I'm going down, I may as well just jump in the hold and die already.

No number, nobody's business anymore.

2. Actually went to someone's house today. But she's so much thinner than me so I'm going to starve more.

1. The cops aren't giving a straight answer about whether or not there were multiple shooters, or whether or not the shootings were related. One shooter is dead. There could be more. Until the cops release information there's no way of knowing whether or not the university campus is safe.

edit: they just aren't explaining things well. Looks like it was only one, but the cops aren't confirming that. Until they do, I'm not going to be all that comfortable. Cops trying to cover their damn asses.

Last edited by shadexiii on 16 Apr 2007, 7:03 pm, edited 1 time in total.

Excercise is WAY more important than diet.

I feel the same way. The only thing that keeps me from jumping are my kids. I keep telling myself that someday I WILL receive the help I need, that my life WILL improve...Gotta keep the faith, ahayes.

I did exercise today when I walked home with her today though.

But if you starve yourself then you'll make yourself ill

0. I understand that the news needs to show the events of today and report on them, but the advertisements for it are disgusting. It is over-dramatized. It is played up. "We have things you don't know about the shooter! Tune in at this time..." 32 people died, and I'm still hoping that nobody I know is in that group.

I hate it when the media do that, they do it here too. Well, I guess they do it everywhere... I hope all your friends are ok though.

Yeah, keep doing that. But eat when you are hungry, if you starve yourself you just loose muscle because when your body can't take in the nutrition it needs it holds on to fat for deer life, but sacrifices the muscle, which you need if you want to burn off the fat.

1. I'm sad and tired.