scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?
Sweetleaf
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I love your new avatar btw.
Sweetleaf
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Joined: 6 Jan 2011
Age: 36
Gender: Female
Posts: 35,278
Location: Somewhere in Colorado

I love your new avatar btw.
Yeah I would like to think all I need is rest, but I've got pleanty of other things causing problems as well..that's probably partially why I'm having problems sleeping. But the lack of sleep certainly is not helping just makes me feel more numb and unreal which is a rather creepy feeling.

I love your new avatar btw.
Yeah I would like to think all I need is rest, but I've got pleanty of other things causing problems as well..that's probably partially why I'm having problems sleeping. But the lack of sleep certainly is not helping just makes me feel more numb and unreal which is a rather creepy feeling.
Sweetleaf
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Joined: 6 Jan 2011
Age: 36
Gender: Female
Posts: 35,278
Location: Somewhere in Colorado

I love your new avatar btw.
Yeah I would like to think all I need is rest, but I've got pleanty of other things causing problems as well..that's probably partially why I'm having problems sleeping. But the lack of sleep certainly is not helping just makes me feel more numb and unreal which is a rather creepy feeling.
I went four days with no sleep with the help of adderall once because I was being an idiot...that is really the only explination I have. And got to experiance that. At one point I was riding in a car driving through a canyon and I could see faces in the rocks And everything was looking quite distorted. Hopefully it wont reach that point since I am still getting some sleep, just not quite as much as I should be.

I love your new avatar btw.
Yeah I would like to think all I need is rest, but I've got pleanty of other things causing problems as well..that's probably partially why I'm having problems sleeping. But the lack of sleep certainly is not helping just makes me feel more numb and unreal which is a rather creepy feeling.
I went four days with no sleep with the help of adderall once because I was being an idiot...that is really the only explination I have. And got to experiance that. At one point I was riding in a car driving through a canyon and I could see faces in the rocks And everything was looking quite distorted. Hopefully it wont reach that point since I am still getting some sleep, just not quite as much as I should be.
Sweetleaf
Veteran
Joined: 6 Jan 2011
Age: 36
Gender: Female
Posts: 35,278
Location: Somewhere in Colorado

I love your new avatar btw.
Yeah I would like to think all I need is rest, but I've got pleanty of other things causing problems as well..that's probably partially why I'm having problems sleeping. But the lack of sleep certainly is not helping just makes me feel more numb and unreal which is a rather creepy feeling.
I went four days with no sleep with the help of adderall once because I was being an idiot...that is really the only explination I have. And got to experiance that. At one point I was riding in a car driving through a canyon and I could see faces in the rocks And everything was looking quite distorted. Hopefully it wont reach that point since I am still getting some sleep, just not quite as much as I should be.
That does not sound very fun......but yeah lack of sleep can cause some pretty weird things.
Sweetleaf
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it was...hell.
Sounds like it...bad mushroom trips are also hell, but then so are anxiety attacks......so many ways to hell it seems.
Oh, I've never had shrooms. my friend loves them. what I have tripped on brought out every insecurity I have about myself and made me think about them constantly I felt like imaginary people were laughing at me.
Sweetleaf
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it was...hell.
Sounds like it...bad mushroom trips are also hell, but then so are anxiety attacks......so many ways to hell it seems.
Oh, I've never had shrooms. my friend loves them. what I have tripped on brought out every insecurity I have about myself and made me think about them constantly I felt like imaginary people were laughing at me.
That happened to me on prozac...for some reason, so I quit taking it. But yeah sometimes I wonder if knowing what I do now if I ever would have wanted to trip on anything in the first place. Though I can't say for sure that it contributed to my current mental state, but I can't quite say for sure that it did not.
it was...hell.
Sounds like it...bad mushroom trips are also hell, but then so are anxiety attacks......so many ways to hell it seems.
Oh, I've never had shrooms. my friend loves them. what I have tripped on brought out every insecurity I have about myself and made me think about them constantly I felt like imaginary people were laughing at me.
That happened to me on prozac...for some reason, so I quit taking it. But yeah sometimes I wonder if knowing what I do now if I ever would have wanted to trip on anything in the first place. Though I can't say for sure that it contributed to my current mental state, but I can't quite say for sure that it did not.
Prozac can cause hallucinations?! I don't know, my trips make me feel stranger than I was before. a friend at my school has been going in and out of mental health, because of mushrooms and acid. its really sad.
Sweetleaf
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Joined: 6 Jan 2011
Age: 36
Gender: Female
Posts: 35,278
Location: Somewhere in Colorado
it was...hell.
Sounds like it...bad mushroom trips are also hell, but then so are anxiety attacks......so many ways to hell it seems.
Oh, I've never had shrooms. my friend loves them. what I have tripped on brought out every insecurity I have about myself and made me think about them constantly I felt like imaginary people were laughing at me.
That happened to me on prozac...for some reason, so I quit taking it. But yeah sometimes I wonder if knowing what I do now if I ever would have wanted to trip on anything in the first place. Though I can't say for sure that it contributed to my current mental state, but I can't quite say for sure that it did not.
Prozac can cause hallucinations?! I don't know, my trips make me feel stranger than I was before. a friend at my school has been going in and out of mental health, because of mushrooms and acid. its really sad.
Yes apparently it can, I did not read that part of that paper they give you with all the drug information......till after I experianced that there was a lot on there so I must have missed that part. But yeah I heard everyone whispering about me and stuff, when they where not which just made things worse. So yeah I wish they would have told me that could happen luckily I was intelligent enough to realise it was the prozac and was able to keep reminding myself of that.
and psychedelics can certainly be dangerous.
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