scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-8.

Not the worst I've ever felt, but pretty damn bad.
The "I-don't-want-to-leave-my-house" kind of depressed, which I thought I had gotten over, but was brought on again by losing my job.
It feels like everyone outside can tell there's something wrong with me, somehow. Makes me feel like I'm rotting, or just rotten already.

-3.....yay being sick and they didn"t call for the interview

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I have more questions instead of a solid "I know" answer. I wish someone had known or had what I seek.

Why do some feel the urge to treat something new or rare as a paranormal phenominon? It doesn't have to be considered as such at all. Why do they need to make hurtful wise cracks in my face, just because I want to know the answer to something that could possibly be very dangerous and very random? I don't get what's wrong with trying to figure out the puzzle.

Why do people hate curiosity so much? Are they happy with their limitations, or what? Do they expect someone with new ideas or evidence to seriously kiss their butt, regardless of whether they believe in magic or not? It wasn't magical! It happened! I refuse to beleive, that the shirt in my possession is imaginary, because IT'S NOT! I didn't want the beads to fall off in the first place! If someone's leg became one with the pavement, it's not going to help anyone in the slightest for the whole world to continue scratching their heads like monkeys. Rare and terrible disaster just waiting to happen, I tell you!

RRRgggg! Sorry, this is so frustrating and uninspiring.

3 not going to let that one incident ruin my day

Every passing moment makes things seem more hopeless and less promising, and more difficult to keep going in the face of such.

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????????! !! !! !! !!

-5 I am a little sick, my bones hurt... I want some hot soup, and someone to sing me soft kitty.
well the soup, the last part is a joke.

Daniel is sad.

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I feel skinny today!
I don't care if my mom is yelling at me, I feel good (nanana, cuz I knew that I would now)

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5HRzaOFhec[/youtube]

-8 Trying hard to ignore it, but sometimes it hits me like a ton of bricks...

10. Life seems to be back on track... Yeyyy, it was about time.

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Tomorrow will be decisive, I think.

-7 I haven't felt this bad in a long time. Like probably about 6 months. But that other instance was caused by a specific event that was outside of my control. I'm not entirely sure what is going on right now. I mean, I'm stressed about finals, but I'm not *that* worried about it to warrant this kind of emotional reaction.

I just thought of something. For some reason I never connect diet to mental/emotional consequences, but I ate a turkey sandwich earlier today because I was literally about to either pass out or throw up from hunger and there wasn't any gfcf food readily available. I took off the cheese because I didn't feel like spending my whole evening in the bathroom, but I was really really hungry and felt silly to pay $4 for a slice of turkey, a piece of tomato, and a little bit of lettuce (I know it's a rip-off, I was desperate), so I ate the bread even though I've been entirely gluten free for 3 weeks. So I just read this: http://www.celiac.com/articles/21758/1/ ... Page1.html It's looking more and more likely that I am sensitive to gluten. Every time I've accidentally come in contact with gluten since deciding to eliminate it, I've had some sort of reaction. A generic band-aid left a rash on my arm when I've never had a reaction like that before even to that specific box of band-aids (that one's not for sure, but I've read that gluten is sometimes used in adhesives), I had some non-gf soy sauce and ended up itchy all over, I put chicken nuggets into a pan for someone else and ended up with a rash on my hands, and now this. By the way, I'm itchy now too, but I was kinda expecting that.

I don't know how you can just leave, without a farewell or anything; 4 years and...nothing. Friends forever went...where? My father even said goodbye.

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