scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I wouldn't have to edit this much for it to be my own post. Only changes would be centre=>center (hooray American need to change the English language...), history => internets and assorted other nonsense, and "Flo when she's downstairs" => _____ when he's in the front of my apartment. (My cat has no name. I blame the person who randomly gave him to me. Can't get rid of him, don't want to, but the fewer things that make me think about her the better. So far so good.)

Oh, and I need to stop drinking. I don't drink daily, but on the days I drink I usually black out. That didn't used to happen. I also didn't used to drink ~72 oz of beer at a meal and then continue to drink at a rapid pace until I black out... Today's hangover was rough.

2.
No Flagg.

-100 because I think I'm going crazy, and because I'm rebellious. The numbers are arbitrary you know.

phi - because it's a good number.

5.
Removed my poetry thread as I am sure no one would comment and then i'd feel bad.

-2. I'm making horrible mistakes and it will catch up with me soon. I just know it.

Finally got back walking my dogs again after about a week off. I'm obsessive about walking them and getting exercise so while its some what not fun to do I feel bad if I do
not do it.

7+

Does the new scale mean I'm going to have to recalibrate?

I guess then at the moment I'm a 0 (average)

I think it's more of a case of having an buffer, for those especially bad days. Kinda like an overdraught... you don't have to use it. But you can dip into it when times are down.

Somewhere between 1 and 2. In class for the first time since last week. Just a weird feeling of weight that seems to have hit everyone, the air is almost oppressive in nature.

A couple students already had to leave class. Just having a hard time. Me, I already determined the best ways to defend the classroom if an attack occurred. That was disturbingly comforting. Read a guy's away message yesterday saying he felt exhausted after his first class, as did everyone else. I'm starting to understand where he was coming from.

-2 anxious and worried about stuff and trying hard not to freak out.

*gives a soothing cup of hot chocolate to bizarre*

Sopho_Soph: You're such a nice and fluffy presence in WP...I love reading your musings on Flo...I may not respond to all of them but they are being greatly cherished...You seem like a kind and thoughtful person...

6
It's just too sunny and beautiful out there today...

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10. I've accepted the current size of my body, once and for all.

-10 feeling dejected, tired and unloved

Thanks
6 Had some sleep and United are beating Milan 1-0

4. Made it through all of my classes. Campus still feels really weird, but I'm managing. Now I just have to make it through an hour - hour and a half quantum lecture. I think. Nobody else is in the lab yet, so if nobody's here by 3:45, I'll finish off the vending machine lunch I got (Mr. Pibb and white cheddar popcorn, could be a lot worse) and head home to smoke for the last time possibly...ever.