scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-1 a vast improvement over the last few weeks

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Stupid false labor. Can't it happen when there's someone up to play rummy with or something?? Or when I have a GOOD book??

Too bad the only way to tell the difference is to go to the hospital and have the staff measure my f*****g cervix. I don't WANT to go to the f*****g hospital. Since I'm technically "high-risk" they probably won't let me leave, and then I WILL be screwed.

Too bad I can't remember right now if I'm 36 and a half or 37 and a half weeks.

I am NOT going to start having panic attacks over this s**t. The difference between late preterm and early term is practically nothing. All that matters is that we're well past 32 weeks.

What's the worst that's going to happen-- her nervous system isn't quite fully mature and she turns out autistic????

I shouldn't even joke about that s**t, unless I think I want to find out how an HFA mommy with three other kids copes with a profoundly autistic child. Which, probably, is "badly."

It's just better than working myself up to panic attacks with what-ifs and megrims. f*****g back pain. f*****g chronic anxiety.

Well, it beats the s**t out of suicidal depression. I should cheer the f**k up.

OK. I'm up to watch the perigee moon set. Plus 3.

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+5

My father passed the kidney stone yesterday and is completely back to normal.

Number Unknown, ask someone else

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At a stage wondering how i will make it through the next day.

-1, well I'm doing ok....I just get sick of feeling so dead inside.

-3

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the meds I'd be given temporarily til my doc appointment on thursday have stopped working. Once I started them I could read, make nice heartfelt posts here with fellow WP members, felt like my mom was my friend and I hadn't masturbated or felt sexual desires.


Now, first moment I wake up I feel like trash and I do the "Act", feeling drained, guilty, disgusting and awful. I love beauty, faces, cuteness but HATE SEX and before I took my meds I would feel anxious all the time and chronically masturbated. Sorry if this is more fit for the adult forum. I'm a dude. I am feeling a lot of bad thoughts too


I'm going to..attempt going to the track to run, in hopes no one is out today since its overcast. I am very anxious for my doctor's appointment on Thursday.

-3.

I've a terrible headache, and no painkillers. Damn my forgetful past self.

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Guilty! I don't like rump and burger jokes, but used "butt hole syndrome" in my typing a couple of times. Now I feel really, really stupid for doing that, because it's like saying "Aspergers makes you a butt hole! " I realize how stupid that looks, now that I saw some hot head use that. He used "A#%burgers" and it's pretty hard not seeing "butt hole with Aspergers! rarrr!" It's like seeing the spectrum, and pointing a crooked bigot finger at it going "Eeeww ". *face palm* Most of you are NOT butt holes!

I wish I could quit being an idiot and notice how dumb something is before I type or say it! 'sigh' Well, no use whining about it now! Might as well start getting over it, and ignore the darts as they say.

-8. I need to find a new job, and I just broke a tooth (luckily it doesn't hurt)