scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+2

A few minutes ago, a car arrived to visit my neighbours. The people in the car apparently had a taste for extremely-loud South American music. It annoyed me for about twenty seconds, until they stepped out of the car - and rain spontaneously started pouring down like there was no tomorrow. Seeing them run for the door from the comfort of my desk chair was really, really satisfying.

Edit: make that +4. God really hates their taste in music - the part of the street they'd need to cross to get to their car is flooded.

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-100 Pretty unusual I guess considering I've been without sleep due to being on a road trip from hell. And now it's even harder to sleep because I keep hearing things......that sound like things they aren't if that makes any sense and so now I am basically to freaked out to lay down and close my eyes.

I already called my friend 3 times about what I should do about some more physical issue I am having so I don't want to bother him again but I mean I don't see how I am supposed to shower feeling like this( I feel more like I should be watching my back actually) let alone go out and catch a bus to the free health clinic. and then on top of all that I have a patch of eczema which I really hate. I really just want to sleep....My mom who also lives here is in florida right now and my brother has finally got to see his girlfriend again so I certainly don't want to bother them and my sister is probably not doing so awesome either but she does have a boyfriend and a puppy. I am alone in my moms house and suppose I will have to ride out this insanity alone or try to anyways.

Still -10 :(

-1.5

Coughing, I think I've got allergies despite how healthy I am. I HATE being sick. Haven't been able to concentrate on anything. Went with mom to the store to get some stuff and I was literally drunk on benadryl and a xanax I took. I was swerving around, barely able to stand, which is weird than xanax doesn't usually do that to me, it just eases panic attacks or stress. I've been very depressed and panicky all day, prior to taking the medicine and yes I am prescribed to the xanax.

Dad is also mad at me over some lame facebook stuff. Wants me to remove it, don't want to go too far into what it is but no one pays attention to me anyway and I was just expressing myself. I don't care anymore, no one likes me so why does it matter. Oh wait it does because it might humiliate Dad. Oh well.

Still pretty low, kinda suicidal actually...and today seems to be one of those days when no one seems to care because they all have other things to do. I understand the other things but still doesn't make me feel any better about it.

-3. It's too hot to sleep. I might try to sleep now, though, as it's 3 am and I'm not sure what I have to do tomorrow.

If you feel bad, it's worst when you can't talk to people about it. Thankfully, we have this thread, and this forum for our frustrations and concerns when it's the middle of the night and everyone is asleep.

-5

Broke-up with boyfriend, been crying so my eyes are swollen and sore. All I want is a hug.

<virtual hug>

I'm about 3.5 right now.....nothing really bad has happened to me but my routine got completely disturbed today for a few reasons, including an unexpected house guest, and I'm really agitated and anxious at the moment .....................

-5
Everything feels so insurmountable. The outer circumstances are really tough, and on top of that I'm an expert at creating and sustaining internal conflict. I'm wearing myself out, so it doesn't matter how much I try, every source of energy gives out sooner or later. Depression is slowly killing me and makes me watch.

-10

Severly F*cked off right now.

If I get the chance to escape from every form of huiman contact, it could not be too f*cking soon.

-2
I am Out Of Patience. Time To Go.

+2 at the moment, -5 over all.

-6.5

Had a high fever since yesterday, huge fight with parents..feel like brain is turning to mush.

+75 baby! I'm looking really good today and things are going on.

Happy as a pig in s**t.

Tomorrow it may not be this way so I'll enjoy i while I can.

-50 over all, but I guess ok right now...trying to be anyways since I am hanging out with my brother and his girlfriend and don't want to bring them down to.