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SuPaStAr
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27 Apr 2007, 9:31 pm

all i live for is new pc games and a special person know as warpdrive13
suicide is always on my mind and i often try it
im not upset with life or anything just bored with it
no new games have satisfied me yet
i even get bored with MTW:Factions and thats only just come out
boredom drives me over the edge sometimes
gladly WP keeps me occupied and thus out of self harm
THANK GOD FOR WP
and the saint ALEX for making it

SuPaStAr
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27 Apr 2007, 9:36 pm

im about 0 atm gone up by 10 and getting better

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27 Apr 2007, 9:39 pm

SuPaStAr wrote:

ohh man don't try suicide-you have so much to live for!
you all have so much to live for-it's so sad when people talk about suicide-you can't just give up when things get bad you gotta pull your face outta the mud and keep going no matter what the odds are!!

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SuPaStAr
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27 Apr 2007, 9:41 pm

iv been doing self harm since 8 im 16 now and im so used to it it just doesn't hurt anymore
my view is that i will die when i die and im not going to bring it on or put it off
im sort of indifferent to life really
i don't do suicide lately
just self harm

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27 Apr 2007, 9:47 pm

that's bad-you shouldn't do that-love yourself-you seem like a lovely person you don't deserve that

SuPaStAr
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27 Apr 2007, 9:48 pm

i don't do it cus i hate myself im indifferent to myself
i do it cus it's just a habit and it's become part of my life

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27 Apr 2007, 10:00 pm

ohhh well you need to get rid of that habbit

6 now

SuPaStAr
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27 Apr 2007, 10:00 pm

i bounce straight back up and go right down again

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27 Apr 2007, 10:02 pm

I know that feeling man...it's hard but you shouldn't cut-you should...get a smashing car or something-hit something that's not you-or another human (or could get you in trouble with the law)

SuPaStAr
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27 Apr 2007, 10:03 pm

maybe but it's hard to change the habits of a life time
im used to it
it doesn't bother me anymore
iv got too many scars on my body for it to make a difference anyway

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27 Apr 2007, 10:05 pm

SuPaStAr wrote:

maybe but it's hard to change the habits of a life time
im used to it
it doesn't bother me anymore
iv got too many scars on my body for it to make a difference anyway

that's not important-man...you gotta stop, it's not good
there are people who care...

SuPaStAr
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27 Apr 2007, 10:08 pm

i know your right about the caring part
it's people that care that keep me alive and the games but the games only distract me from my problems

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27 Apr 2007, 10:10 pm

SuPaStAr wrote:

i know your right about the caring part
it's people that care that keep me alive and the games but the games only distract me from my problems

you have no idea how low I have gotten-and you know what-not once has suicide or cutting come as an option! Ever-it's not the way to go brother

seriously...you should just go cold turkey, and every time you feel like you gotta cut-do it on cardbord or something-ohhh stab the hell out of a cardboard box-great stress releiver

(I'm serious)

SuPaStAr
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27 Apr 2007, 10:13 pm

im fine its just another scar to add to my collection
i know where my arteries are and so i know where not to cut
iv split a few veins before but thats not serious
self harm is just a fact of my life
im not ashamed or hurt by it
it doesn't give me a buzz or anything like that its just something i do night after night

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27 Apr 2007, 10:15 pm

shouldn't we continue this in PM's then I can give you more advise

SuPaStAr
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27 Apr 2007, 10:16 pm

or msn if you have used the link i gave you
i dont need advise but you can give it if you must
be good to chat to you though...maybe you cud cheer me up a bit

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