scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-10 hoped being around people last night would help but back to the hollowness.

0 <exactly how many people care

-9 Have no interest left in life. No ambitions no desires no reason to carry on living. Only momentum keeps me here and that is gradually faltering.

-10

-8.5

Just read something that shocked me to the core... I don't think I'm going to be able to function tomorrow.

...and for once it's too personal to post here.

-9. Really not f*****g happy. Sick of this stupid life. Just took some diazepam, hopefully I will fall asleep and at least not have to think about it for a few hours.

+4, going to be anywhere from a +6 to a -5 today, depending on how bitchy my mother and grandmother are.

But in a week I'm gonna be a +9

+3 today. Was feeling somewhat suicidal yesterday.

Nice to see you in better spirits Tallyman.. +1 for me at this moment..

still -8.5

Rotten, rotten news... and to cap it all off my glasses just fell apart today. More money gone.

-6.

I royally screwed up with a girl that actually liked me. I had a momentary lapse and I did something selfish. Now, instead of even just being friends, we're probably going to end up with nothing.
I wish I could take those 20 minutes back. I knew immediately after I did it that I was wrong and I immediately felt remorse. Now, I won't even get the chance to show her that I'm sorry.

+5

+2

-7. Out of money, laptop's busted, officially told my mom I need to get out soon before I blow my head off. Yeah, great day indeed.

-5 because i'm lonely, conflicted and bored right now, the only thing that's still hauling my a** through life is my ambition to see the development of technology