scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Same as Pondering. :/ Unfortunately.

8.

Incredible gig last night and feeling confident with direction of personal life.

Russian Circles? Cool.

2. Lack of sleep, looking forward to a bit more space, soon, although there's a downside to that.

I think a kebab is called for!

-10

I had a meltdown at work today over my transportation being late because I was missing my show. I am NOT looking forward to talking to my supervisor about this tomorrow.

Earlier today, I watched an older woman who was a total bogan, call her 3 year old son a stupid c*nt, when he did nothing wrong, right in front of me. What absolutely killed me is that I was utterly unable to do anything about it. It's stilling my mind now, knowing that little kid is home with her tonight and has no way out of that situation for years to come. I feel like s**t knowing I can't do anything about it.

-1 (On my scale that's "Meh.")

Still awake at 6:32 AM, thanks to retro games and PC junk, and have to be up at 12 PM for class, a 3 hour class, ending at 5 PM. First world problems, and me and my procrastination...

-2. For a while at work now I've been lead to believe that the two other partners were thinking of letting me move desks so I don't have to be exposed to the narc and his co-dependant anymore, but yesterday the office manager moved into the office I thought was intended for me, and now her old room has the quickbooks computer in it. Yesterday they were also applying for lodgement extensions for lots of clients and the narc didn't even bother to give me the list of outstanding returns so I could mark off some of the jobs I had and get extensions for them. Was it deliberate of him, to try and get me into trouble? Well lets just say that it's in my interests to deliberately take it that way.

I'm also getting irked by people who are downplaying the situation, like it's just how business goes. It's troubling enough for me that I'm thinking of contacting Workcover and solicitors, then someone does or says something that makes me feel like I'm simply being sensitive and overreacting, like I'm the bad person for even having a grievance. They don't even care enough to get it resolved.

-1

+5 - I am now very happy to be in Hawaii.

Yarp. Thanks man

Right now however I'm feeling a 5.

The gig and reference to "direction of personal life" was due to the fact that I managed to start dating someone.

Hardly helped when (despite even her saying it was going somewhere) she binned me off for another man and said "we didn't click enough".

Other than this, other personal demons that climb on my back before and after such a sad day (as I thought it was going somewhere with this girl) often make me wish that I'd just like to die.

But, because I'm getting better at distracting myself and putting my so-called creative skills to use, that is why I only feel a 5.

-7

Just wanna curl up in my bed and die; my headache doesn't make it any better, either.

6.

0... Rather neutral.

I'm a bit disappointed that with so many good and favorable things having happened for me today, that I am too exhausted and meh-tastic to enjoy reflecting on any of it.

I will be rather glad when the vitamin D supplement and gluten free diet start taking proper effect on my mood, energy, and strength of mind

Probably between 6-7

-5. School sucks, and I hate being lonely with nobody to sit with.

-5. My husband's getting laid off at the end of year, from a job he's worked two decades at. It wasn't a complete blindside, but I'm not sure what to do or how to react.