scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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7 sorry you are all feeling so low. Nothing exciting going on maybe I'm delusional about felling good.

+2. I’ve had this notebook for two weeks and have had two people ask me about her. She's gorgeous. When will homosexual human-machine marriages be sanctioned? What kind of a world is this?

Hate to say but things getting worse. So HATE bad news in the mail. Life just S U C K S.....

-2

-6 too many changes at work

+2 - I am anxious as to what to do about one of my failed eBay sales.

-7
i'd very much just like to die and be free. :'(

-10 Having flashbacks.

edit: Some things are burned into my mind, and I wish they would go away, but I have to deal with them. Killing myself won't make that better.

7 - Over the worst of my stress with more continuing to head my way, IF I don't put a stop to it.

Railroaded in this situation has made me suffer, but it's time to fight back.

*Cue Game Of Thrones Theme*

+3. A good cup of coffee and a whole day to work on my long-winded analysis.

-10 I just love having my paranoia fed.

BTW, people are free to redefine their own rules. They are as relevant to me as I care to make them. And guess what?

-7

-2 , my dads probably going out to California within the week, with no real plans to return....I do understand why, there just isn't anything here for him right now and he needs to improve his life which he may be able to out there, we've got a couple family members out there who will help him out so I don't blame him. Just sucks because I like being able to give him a call and get together and do things...if he goes all the way out there it will be hard. I can still visit since there is the greyhound(I refuse to take a plane so bus it is) but yeah just not exactly happy about it even though I would be happy for him if things work out better there.

-3. What a rough depressive trot. I hope it's just seasonal (though we haven't really had much of a summer to autumn transition yet). God I hope it's not Bipolar. I just have this dragging feeling that I don't want to be here anymore (in the world that is) and that I wish for something bad to happen that would take me.

+2 Now feeling somewhat OK, no cause for alarm. Until next cause for alarm. Maybe I should get help.

edit: I didn't say anything stupid, did I?

+1. It's odd that I see myself as separate thinking on the past. Impartially gazing at myself like the ghost of Christmas past.