scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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3, I'm feeling very content right now

I've never really been for boiling my current state of emotions down to a quantitative number, but if I had to I'd say it's around a -4.5. Yep.

+2

Rediscovered the power of self determination. I feel independent, yet in debt if that makes since...

No more bending...

3.5. Better.

+1 not bad..

+5

-10

If I don't wake up tomorrow it wouldn't bother me.

+2

-1, Momentarily alright with underlying depressed feelings and vauge suicidal thoughts(nothing specific or strong enough to be too much of a concern so that is good) that wont leave my head...have been looking into moving out of my moms house and there is subsizied housing I may qualify for that would cost about as much rent as I pay now but that doesn't change my college drop out, unable to sustain any kind of relationship, unable to hold a job due to stigmatized mental problems status. How do I know I wont just get taken advantage of in my own home if I attempt to make any friends or have people over.

7, maybe not conventional joy, but I'm feeling very alive right now

+1

-3 Accepting the inevitable doesn't make it pleasant.

-1 often I wish one could have selective memories as well as emotional remnants wherein, a human being would not feel unpleasant at times..

-9

This kind of thread is pointless because everything like this is totally relative. In a way this is a terrible week for me because I'm in a deep state of disappointment about something that happened on Monday. However, I have family to live with that I (mostly) get along with, food on the table, and my health is looking up. I still have chronic health issues, though, and doubts about the future, and these no doubt contribute to why I am so mad at what happened this week, by changing my overall frame of mind.

So compared to someone who has abusive family, is homeless, lost their job, etc., my current situation is very good. However, for me I'm at a real low. I.e. an "aspie low", not a "real-world perspective low". Like a state of near-meltdown, not a state of overall despair, if you get what I mean?

-6

Why am I so hard on myself? I guess I'm just tired of breaking down and crying like a 5-year-old every time something bad happens and blaming myself for it. I just wish I wasn't stressed anymore.