scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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8 just played guild wars for 4 hours solid
gained 4 lvls and completed over 20 quests
i think iv earned a rest

-5. I hurt.

Official formula for converting my 1-10 scale ranging from -2 to 10 to the -10-10 scale:

f(x)=5/3*(x+2)-10

I'm at a 0 on my scale, which translates to -6.67 on the new scale.

-2. I dont know who I am anymore. I missed out on so much due to my problems... I never experienced any of the things you are meant to as a teen and young adult, and now look at me. I cannot even bear to say my age.

Eh. You're still young. I have trouble
believing that someone who's never
considered himself a man, can be
middle aged.

-10 insomnia has worn out and now im shattered but i cant sleep for another 8 hours which annoys me cus i hate the sun and iv got to go out in it
im nocturnal for f***s sake i sleep during the day.
back to reality the caffeine pills have worn off and iv lost more blood tonight
my mom says i need to talk to sum1 but no1 understands me
so its all useless
down and depressed and hopefully dying
my heart is beating fast as my heart beats faster to pump less blood over the same area
it will fail soon
it cant do 180 all day everyday soon i wont wake up or just pass out and die
i cant wait

1. I have to see a psychiatrist today.

-n/a
just realised how pointless everything is
i see through life
i have a wider view than most ppls narrow blinded view
quite funny when u think about everything
funny probly isnt the right word
but f**k it i cba to think

life ends and nothing i do in this life is going to change the world or do anything good
i have pain untollerable and anger to match
death is the only cure for me
death comes to everyone and we all have to go through it
my view atm is that running away from it it futile and cowardice
so i will not run but i will not embrace it
it will come and when it does i will not fight it

3
Got an exam soon but I'd rather go back to sleep.

+10 just found my D12 and eminem albums+ the 50cent/the game 1s
nothing like guns and violent rap to cheer me up.

2.5
It's hot I hate hot weather.
I can't decide whether to to the library before or after my exam either. Before I guess.

+8 down a bit cus im getting stomach pains

4
Just had a hotdog for breakfast.
I have an hour before I need to leave for my exam.

2.

The usual combination of Sunday-Monday night and insomnia added with hallucineations (spelled wrong, but I don't care at the moment) made for about three hours of sleep last night. Which is actually not that far off from what I usually get (4 to 5 hours), but it was far more disrupted than usual.

On the bright side, less sleep = more awake = done faster = more time on the computer before school.

I hope your insomnia and hallucinations go away. I haven't been getting much sleep lately either.
3. I have to leave the house soon and it's hot and there are people out there.