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I feel that even though I don't have such impulses having read through stuff on suicidality is not healthy unless you take some precautions before engaging with the content.
I feel...slower to react today but not quite lethargic. More like that slow to react, spend indeterminate amount of time staring blankly feeling which I went beyond sometime in my late teens.
I hate how I have no self-trust while recovering from an addiction to do something/ be more active like doing a hobby like drawing. I hate how I have no self-confidence while recovering from an addiction to do something/ be more active like doing a hobby like drawing.
My mind is more likely to contemplate, self-debate and ultimately to an extent 'beat itself up' while drained for having pondered about what self-trust/confidence is.
D--- how most voices saying 'Do stuff' induce the scowly and abusive faces and auditory faces which so make up a sum of the unpleasant experiences I have had.
I am not a demon. I am not a puppt. I am not a monster.
I feel that even though I don't have such impulses having read through stuff on suicidality is not healthy unless you take some precautions before engaging with the content.
I feel...slower to react today but not quite lethargic. More like that slow to react, spend indeterminate amount of time staring blankly feeling which I went beyond sometime in my late teens.I hate how I have no self-trust while recovering from an addiction to do something/ be more active like doing a hobby like drawing. I hate how I have no self-confidence while recovering from an addiction to do something/ be more active like doing a hobby like drawing.
My mind is more likely to contemplate, self-debate and ultimately to an extent 'beat itself up' while drained for having pondered about what self-trust/confidence is.
D--- how most voices saying 'Do stuff' induce the scowly and abusive faces and auditory faces which so make up a sum of the unpleasant experiences I have had.
I am not a demon. I am not a puppt. I am not a monster.
you are not a demon, puppet. or monster. you are an adequate, , intelligent, imperfect like the rest of us, human being.
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Wrong planets no different then high school.
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