scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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0 for me since 0 is right in the middle. My mother was calling me an a**hole and a bunch of other not very nice things right when we started to leave Wal-mart, it didn't really affect me though. I experience that sort of thing at about once every few weeks.

When we were eating dinner, I said that I needed to get a bag of Cheetos to bring to a party the Spanish Class was having to celebrate Cinco De Mayo. She was annoyed by this because she thought it (the party) was on Friday. I told her that it was switched from a Friday to a Thursday and I forgot about that detail. So we go to Wal-mart and when we're inside I tell her I would like a some different shirts because I'm tired of wearing polo shirts day after day. Then she says to me how she's low on money after switching to her new job.

Later on inside the store, I asked her why I couldn't look at the shirts. It annoyed her somehow and I kept asking why she wasn't in a good mood. She didn't tell me and in turn got more annoyed because I kept asking her questions.

Then we leave Wal-mart and as soon as the car is turned on the stuff in the first paragraph was spoken.

Sorry for the long post but I felt I had to post the reason why I was a zero.

Sorry, double post.

-2. paranoid.

Been in my bedroom most of the day. I leave my door unlocked, from time to time people come into my apartment to talk with me, to get something from me, whatever. Walked out to the front to get some more tea. Someone put a bottle of vanilla vodka on my living room table. Normally, if I saw liquor magically appear in my apartment I'd consider it good fortune. Vanilla vodka has significance to me. Some people know that. Can't shake the feeling that someone's trying to get to me. Heard the door earlier, figured the guy upstairs was looking again for his keys, didn't think twice. Now I'm wondering what the hell is going on.

-1. My friends don't like to talk to me anymore.

friends in real life or here?

Real friends. They just don't consider it "cool" to talk to me because other people think poorly of them if hearing/seeing them socializing with me. I don't think I even have any friends on here anyway..

I'll be your friend here

and as for the real friend thing-man I know how it feels-time and time again have my friends told me to f**k off as I was weird to them and wasn't cool it hurts I know

Sounds neat. Hello there, new friend.

Anyhow, I guess I'll have to find a way to move on. Many of my friends have left with the ebb and flow of time and only to my surprise they were replaced with new ones. I guess time does repeat itself..

you'll find someone who likes you for you-you just can't give up!

and feel free to PM me anytime new friend

-7.

awww why hon

Those aren't friends.

no they wern't that's why I haven't seen them in 2 years and I shant never again

7

I'm feeling OK

-5. I cannot sleep because my heart won't stop pounding and it's keeping me awake.