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18 Jul 2019, 9:58 pm

Actually, I really hate myself...


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18 Jul 2019, 10:02 pm

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Actually, I really hate myself...

please don't do that.



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18 Jul 2019, 10:15 pm

TheRevengeofTW1ZTY wrote:
Actually, I really hate myself...

i'm sure some other folks made you feel bad about yourself. they probably aren't giving you kind, useful information about yourself. in the threads we both inhabit, you are delightful.



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18 Jul 2019, 10:19 pm

10 :heart:


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19 Jul 2019, 12:30 am

-6.



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20 Jul 2019, 4:13 am

3 to -4 to -1
-10 sometimes



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20 Jul 2019, 4:18 am

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3 to -4 to -1
-10 sometimes

if you don't mind, do you remember what you were doing the last time you felt like a 3?



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20 Jul 2019, 4:22 am

auntblabby wrote:
caThar4G wrote:
3 to -4 to -1
-10 sometimes

if you don't mind, do you remember what you were doing the last time you felt like a 3?


I was thinking that it's nice that a man I know didn't sleep with me even though I came on to him directly.
I was hoping in friends, but trying not to down myself for wanting pleasure.

I was hopeful for my son and I.

That's rough going though because I get confused and suicidal.



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20 Jul 2019, 4:30 am

caThar4G wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
caThar4G wrote:
3 to -4 to -1
-10 sometimes

if you don't mind, do you remember what you were doing the last time you felt like a 3?


I was thinking that it's nice that a man I know didn't sleep with me even though I came on to him directly.
I was hoping in friends, but trying not to down myself for wanting pleasure. I was hopeful for my son and I. That's rough going though because I get confused and suicidal.

it has been my experience that other humans are pretty good at being disappointing. i am hoping you can find another activity that takes you outside of yourself for a bit. never down yourself from seeking pleasure, it is the only thing that makes life bearable at times.



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20 Jul 2019, 7:13 pm

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It will be my birthday tomorrow, and I'll make a party. I should be happy and partially I'm, but I'm also so anxious over nobody coming or it being weird, I don't know. I feel very nervous when I meet people, and specially when different people I know meet.



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20 Jul 2019, 7:28 pm

+2 I finally got to go swimming. The water felt great and now I'm sore, but that just helps me feel like I got a good workout.


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20 Jul 2019, 11:03 pm

ltcvnzl wrote:
0 It will be my birthday tomorrow, and I'll make a party. I should be happy and partially I'm, but I'm also so anxious over nobody coming or it being weird, I don't know. I feel very nervous when I meet people, and specially when different people I know meet.

nobody comes to my parties. :| oh well, there is peace in solitude at least :mrgreen: i hope that you get nice people at your party :flower:



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21 Jul 2019, 1:51 am

-9

I will seriously end my life soon.
It turned into one big betrayal from the people who should've been closest to me.



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21 Jul 2019, 1:57 am

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-9 I will seriously end my life soon. It turned into one big betrayal from the people who should've been closest to me.

i hope you do NOT do this.



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21 Jul 2019, 2:05 am

auntblabby wrote:
caThar4G wrote:
-9 I will seriously end my life soon. It turned into one big betrayal from the people who should've been closest to me.

i hope you do NOT do this.


It's over.
I'm not doing it tonight.

I'm sorry.



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21 Jul 2019, 2:06 am

caThar4G wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
caThar4G wrote:
-9 I will seriously end my life soon. It turned into one big betrayal from the people who should've been closest to me.

i hope you do NOT do this.


It's over.
I'm not doing it tonight. I'm doing it later.
I'm leaving.
I'm sorry.