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18 Oct 2019, 11:16 am

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Often my diction is a oddity . Music. Helped me get through some early ,
Absolutely insane periods of my upbringing . I understand dysfunctional, but this was truley abberant behaviour on the part of my birth family.
Family did not fall apart , it dissolved ..to this , i may try to forgive , but prolly never get real understands .
So glad you found something to help get you through.

Hi Jakki

Congrats on surviving. I don't think I can blame my family for anything really. I have pretty much stopped speaking to them, one by one, over the years for various reasons, but objectively, probably it was usually my fault more than theirs.

On the music topic, I'm finding it slow going to come up with upbeat tracks that I already like, I only have 'Reasons to be Cheerful' and 'Good Vibrations' so far. what can you add?
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Thats a tough question ? So many varied tastes in music, and time you may have grown up in? Having said that , and not worrying about sounding weird here . Tastes in music might be helpful,? Genres, ?
Try "help is on the way" or title maybe "hang on help is on the way" BY
The Little River band. .
If classical , kinda basic is "The WilliamTell Overture" or the 1812 Overture.
"The Blue Danube" . Also" Beethovens 5th" these have no lyrics. More upbeat.

A song called "Fly like a Eagle" artist name eludes me just now . Especially the ending .. almost alternative reality frame of mind although.
"Leaving LasVegas" more current , step forward to immediate , " bad guy" by Billy Eilish .
Not all tastes fit everyone. There are many others from time frame of those earlier rock and roll . These are just off the top of my head.

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18 Oct 2019, 7:39 pm

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-10
Since no one cares about me I won’t bother explaining anymore.

Dragon hugs (((((sly279))))) I often don't say anything because I don't feel like I can be helpful or anything, but I do care about you and hope that you can find some sort of happiness in your life.

Hugs. How are you doing?

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18 Oct 2019, 7:53 pm

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dragonsanddemons wrote:

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Since no one cares about me I won’t bother explaining anymore.

Dragon hugs (((((sly279))))) I often don't say anything because I don't feel like I can be helpful or anything, but I do care about you and hope that you can find some sort of happiness in your life.

Hugs. How are you doing?

I'm doing pretty well. My therapist suggested a place where I can have my own apartment and still get the help I need in everyday life, and I'm presently trying to apply for that, but first I have to apply for Medicare, so I'm going through lots of paperwork and waiting, but I'm excited about what the end results will be, if everything goes well. The program will also help me find and get a job I can handle, once I'm in a position where I can work.

I'd say I'm about at a +3 right now.

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18 Oct 2019, 7:57 pm

I'm really happy and hopeful for you d&d. Fingers crossed.

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18 Oct 2019, 8:18 pm

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Since no one cares about me I won’t bother explaining anymore.

Dragon hugs (((((sly279))))) I often don't say anything because I don't feel like I can be helpful or anything, but I do care about you and hope that you can find some sort of happiness in your life.

Hugs. How are you doing?

medicaid. and i'm glad things are looking up for you.

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18 Oct 2019, 9:16 pm

.1 - the "decluttr" store on ebay keeps sending me the wrong stuff.

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18 Oct 2019, 9:17 pm

+10

Because I'm having a wee thing with ferris in pms and it's just brilliant, love like this is rare.

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19 Oct 2019, 4:43 am

Fab, thankyou, I'll listen to them both, with a view to creating a +ve playlist.
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19 Oct 2019, 4:50 am

Thats a tough question ? So many varied tastes in music, and time you may have grown up in? Having said that , and not worrying about sounding weird here . Tastes in music might be helpful,? Genres, ?
Try "help is on the way" or title maybe "hang on help is on the way" BY
The Little River band. .
If classical , kinda basic is "The WilliamTell Overture" or the 1812 Overture.
"The Blue Danube" . Also" Beethovens 5th" these have no lyrics. More upbeat.

A song called "Fly like a Eagle" artist name eludes me just now . Especially the ending .. almost alternative reality frame of mind although.
"Leaving LasVegas" more current , step forward to immediate , " bad guy" by Billy Eilish .
Not all tastes fit everyone. There are many others from time frame of those earlier rock and roll . These are just off the top of my head.[/quote]

Steve Miller did fly like an eagle. I was always hung up on the lyrics more usually, but classical is a bit of a closed book to me, i'll use your suggestions as an introduction and maybe add them to my playlist. Thankyou.

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19 Oct 2019, 6:38 am

I dunno. I just do not know. Everything seems so subtle. A part of me just seriously knows I have the full control, that I have the choice.

But that part of me is dead bored and would rather see myself suffer. :lol: Or so I concluded when it's not...
It's more complicated than that -- the premise of "God love everyone"? Yeah, that's actually true.
Except most people who says this are just conditioned to believe this and doesn't damn know what it meant. :lol: But I do know what it meant, and no person could convince me to believe -- I only found it myself therefore I know.

A part of me remains doubting. A part of me just wants me to be safe. A part of me is missing the damn memo.

Supposedly something -3s, cause everyone's sick including myself for over a week now. And right now, the reproductive cycle kicks in.

Supposedly something +3s, cause life is good.

Supposedly something -3s, cause sins ARE very tempting :lol: and getting caught up with too many mistakes.

Supposedly something +3s, cause something synchs, and I just like the taste of chocolate.

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19 Oct 2019, 7:53 am

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Steve Miller did fly like an eagle. I was always hung up on the lyrics more usually, but classical is a bit of a closed book to me, i'll use your suggestions as an introduction and maybe add them to my playlist. Thankyou.[/quote]
Your welcome...actually mostly i likes lyrics too .
Would ask that you listen to blue danube in a very relaxed state .
One of the instrumental ones . Glad you liked ? The steve miller one.
Just squeeze one more here ? Maybe," You can dance if you want too"
Men in hats ? Or men without hats ?

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19 Oct 2019, 12:20 pm

-1 Why am I sad when I wake up?

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19 Oct 2019, 8:43 pm

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-1 Why am I sad when I wake up?

No Music........?
Suggested ,John Lennons, " here comes the sun"

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19 Oct 2019, 9:05 pm

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-1 Why am I sad when I wake up?

Because it means you'll have to suffer more.
But on the bright side if you're not suffering, you're dead.

-6 something, I suppose?

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20 Oct 2019, 12:08 am

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la_fenkis wrote:

-1 Why am I sad when I wake up?

No Music........?
Suggested ,John Lennons, " here comes the sun"

Yes. Music never fails to put me in a better mood. Open your eyes, turn on music of your choice, aromatic cup of coffee, open a window and smell the fresh air.

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