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14 Nov 2019, 1:15 am

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13 years of life that have lead to only disappointment and suffering. I still don’t have a girlfriend, songs written, drawings that are actually good, a college degree, and a true social network.

Wait a minute here ...! Social network ? Please send info on how to apropriate ? Purloin, procure , one of them things please .

You can write , you can draw...... a degree.. you have acquired these abilities or developed them , even learned ? And you are relating that as disappointment..
Or worse. ... and a social network ? Okay... hope your situation improves , soon, sorry on your frustration .


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14 Nov 2019, 1:18 am

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^^^^you NEED to have that looked at ASAP. could be some kind of cerebral infarct.


Does autism count as cerebral infarction ?.......... :wink:


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14 Nov 2019, 1:21 am

Jakki wrote:
Marknis wrote:
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13 years of life that have lead to only disappointment and suffering. I still don’t have a girlfriend, songs written, drawings that are actually good, a college degree, and a true social network.

Wait a minute here ...! Social network ? Please send info on how to apropriate ? Purloin, procure , one of them things please .

You can write , you can draw...... a degree.. you have acquired these abilities or developed them , even learned ? And you are relating that as disappointment..
Or worse. ... and a social network ? Okay... hope your situation improves , soon, sorry on your frustration .


No, friendships that actually last.

I meant song writing and I struggle with drawing to the point I don’t even try because it always looks terrible when I do it. I always make mistakes and end up trashing the paper out of frustration.



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14 Nov 2019, 1:29 am

Marknis wrote:
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Marknis wrote:
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13 years of life that have lead to only disappointment and suffering. I still don’t have a girlfriend, songs written, drawings that are actually good, a college degree, and a true social network.

Wait a minute here ...! Social network ? Please send info on how to apropriate ? Purloin, procure , one of them things please .

You can write , you can draw...... a degree.. you have acquired these abilities or developed them , even learned ? And you are relating that as disappointment..
Or worse. ... and a social network ? Okay... hope your situation improves , soon, sorry on your frustration .


No, friendships that actually last.

I meant song writing and I struggle with drawing to the point I don’t even try because it always looks terrible when I do it. I always make mistakes and end up trashing the paper out of frustration.

Sorry... yup i caught that about song writing , if you can source melody to the song writing , sounds like you got some kinda skills, even so. Sorry on the frustration on both things. .. a smile is offered. Anyhow.


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14 Nov 2019, 1:43 am

I'm a complete and utter -0 i don't much feel capable of doing anything right at present im living with a gormless sod that just happens to be a religious and Republican zealot (not trying to crap on anyone's beliefs or political alignments i just have issues with those who take it to the degree of bordering on decepticon territory) and this lugnut mother fragger just seems incapable of doing jack all unless it benefits him in some way tonight he really shot down my confidence by insinuating i dont care about my puppy for not hearing him scratching at the door just because he's a whimpering twat whos too stupid to not yell at said puppy to "cool it" rather than just bloody telling me he needs checked on unicron forbid it becomes convenient for him to have bolt inside it just might throw the whole slagging universe out of whack F**K him and his defective mindset

I apologize to anyone i offended if at all it was unintended


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14 Nov 2019, 2:01 am

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I'm a complete and utter -0 i don't much feel capable of doing anything right at present im living with a gormless sod that just happens to be a religious and Republican zealot (not trying to crap on anyone's beliefs or political alignments i just have issues with those who take it to the degree of bordering on decepticon territory) and this lugnut mother fragger just seems incapable of doing jack all unless it benefits him in some way tonight he really shot down my confidence by insinuating i dont care about my puppy for not hearing him scratching at the door just because he's a whimpering twat whos too stupid to not yell at said puppy to "cool it" rather than just bloody telling me he needs checked on unicron forbid it becomes convenient for him to have bolt inside it just might throw the whole slagging universe out of whack F**K him and his defective mindset

I apologize to anyone i offended if at all it was unintended


Must admit , that is some of the best worded dissatisfaction of another
Human being have heard in a long time. No apologies needed . :mrgreen:


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14 Nov 2019, 2:30 am

i don't know

i really do not know.

you can't change 22 years of negative conditioning overnight.

i know i need to change my attitude but i can't - so i'm changing my situation but wherever i go, there i am.

i fear i will always be an island.

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14 Nov 2019, 5:29 am

^^^^ Kip, you have your talent, always it will be with you. that is a real gift. you have your youth. your health. a sharp brain and protean mind that can figure stuff out.



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14 Nov 2019, 8:44 am

2. I finally got some sleep.
I was in the negatives yesterday, so I could barely function at all. I'm really hoping this obsessive looping will calm down. It has been a VERY stressful month, and it just feels like my routine (or is it ritual?) is getting disrupted on a daily basis.


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14 Nov 2019, 10:55 am

6, I'm tired of the ups and downs and the reason is that my life has been altered by some stupid sh*t.



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14 Nov 2019, 11:52 am

Jakki wrote:
Aladar wrote:
I'm a complete and utter -0 i don't much feel capable of doing anything right at present im living with a gormless sod that just happens to be a religious and Republican zealot (not trying to crap on anyone's beliefs or political alignments i just have issues with those who take it to the degree of bordering on decepticon territory) and this lugnut mother fragger just seems incapable of doing jack all unless it benefits him in some way tonight he really shot down my confidence by insinuating i dont care about my puppy for not hearing him scratching at the door just because he's a whimpering twat whos too stupid to not yell at said puppy to "cool it" rather than just bloody telling me he needs checked on unicron forbid it becomes convenient for him to have bolt inside it just might throw the whole slagging universe out of whack F**K him and his defective mindset

I apologize to anyone i offended if at all it was unintended


Must admit , that is some of the best worded dissatisfaction of another
Human being have heard in a long time. No apologies needed . :mrgreen:




Thx for the feedback that response helped make my day hope you're doing ok


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14 Nov 2019, 12:59 pm

Kiprobalhato wrote:
i don't know

i really do not know.

you can't change 22 years of negative conditioning overnight.

i know i need to change my attitude but i can't - so i'm changing my situation but wherever i go, there i am.

i fear i will always be an island.

Image


Me thinks have seen that island .. in the distance , from the one am inhabiting.
But a slightly less talented island ..
Good Luck with those changes btw .


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14 Nov 2019, 1:02 pm

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2. I finally got some sleep.
I was in the negatives yesterday, so I could barely function at all. I'm really hoping this obsessive looping will calm down. It has been a VERY stressful month, and it just feels like my routine (or is it ritual?) is getting disrupted on a daily basis.

Rest well , when you can please


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14 Nov 2019, 3:28 pm

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I feel alone. I can't seem to feel connections to people and everyone I talk to just feels blank to me, like I'm getting nowhere. Since I don't feel anything I also don't care to get anywhere but yet I always feel very lonely.

I hate to talk(like physically speaking) and wish to just have peace and quiet with someone and just pass the time away. I want something deep and meaningful and someone that I know will be there for me and me for them. Sometimes I wonder if what I'm asking for even exists...


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14 Nov 2019, 3:30 pm

it didn't exist for me, so i hadda learn to talk to the person in the mirror. :alien: he always listens to me. :heart:



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14 Nov 2019, 8:36 pm

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it didn't exist for me, so i hadda learn to talk to the person in the mirror. :alien: he always listens to me. :heart:

Thinks she needs a better mirror ? :oops:


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