I'm a degenerate and i deserve to die.

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I'm an atheist so I do not waste my time assigning blame to imaginary things.

The reality is your situation is the result of mindless evolution.

You should take more steps to counter your depression. I assume you have no money and your parents refuse to help.

A man ounce planned to kill himself by over exercise. He thought he had a bad heart and it would be rather easy. So he exercised till he was exhausted. He tried everyday. Till one day he no longer wanted to kill himself (takes 4 weeks).

I know you have said you can not exercise and your over weight. So my advice is to try to exercise yourself to death for a month. That way you have a 50% chance of getting better or greater than 50% chance of solving your problem one way or another. And if you do die in the process people will have a lot of respect for your efforts to try to improve yourself in your last days.

all the NT stuff:
Don't be silly, guys. Go for the ball, not the man.
Boxes are for squares, and isn't the autistic spectrum just that - a spectrum?
I'm NT, and I can relate to all unknown has said. Bullies don't just bully aspies.
Also, it's OK to hate the world once in a while. It is also important to learn to "switch off" the negative thoughts and let yourself think some positive ones.
Sometimes you need help to learn to do that.

So many questions,ugh...

huh?

Unknown, counseling is very effective for self-esteem issues. Now that you've identified the problem you need to seek the solution. Since you've identified the problem as being something wrong with you, as opposed to something wrong with the world, you can do something about it. You can't change the world, but with the right help you can change yourself.

I'm really bad at advice but I know you don't deserve to die Unknown.

Hey, Unknown, I'm sorry if it's MY actions (amongst others) that have driven you to this point.

There is one thing you should know, though. Killing yourself is an act of stupidity, the ultimate one, in my opinion. You are what, 7 years younger than me? What pretty much sums up my attitude is from that song, "I get knocked down, but I get up again. You're never gonna keep me down." Take a leaf out of that book. Talking of which, take up reading or something. If games are getting too hard for you, why not challenge yourself with a good book? Hell, even a few half-decent mangas'd do, but also try some of the great works of literature. You ever play any of the Devil May Cry games? Try reading Inferno by Dante Aligheri. Or maybe Nineteen Eighty-Four and see that the War on Terror may be the "endless war" in George Orwell's book.

Only you can determine your self-worth...as cliche as it sounds. Even if you are a "degenerate" and a "burden to society(which I think is a god-damn lie)...you have a right to exist.

....I think it's ridiculous that you'd even question your right to live.

On three seperate occassions, I have considered the option of leaving this world. I always wondered why I was here; I didn't say or do anything right.

Each time, I didn't get very far with the thought...and now I'm very glad I am here.

As people mature; they stop being such a**holes.

I do believe in God....true christian's accept aspies for our idiosyncrhosizes. They easily forgive us our social ignorance....it's pretty nice. I laugh at myself now, and say "it's my aspergers coming out...did I miss a social clue?" I go to bible study, and the bible is full of stories of people with asperger's and NT's. Pretty neat stuff; and I help other people out...which is nice. I've helped at homeless shelters, etc.

Also, counseling was nice....becasue I asked "what do I do to fix the situation?" if I "screwed up" with people. And I got an answer.....one that I can use.

Aspie's are unique; use your uniqueness --- What would happen if he asked to a school counselor for help and that he wanted an appointment to talk to a regular counselor, that he didn't have money, and that his parents don't seem to want to help you out???

Sorry for the long soliliquay. Glad to be able to post my thoughts.