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31 Jan 2020, 12:28 pm

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I'm incompatible with people.


^ I'm in that boat too.
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31 Jan 2020, 2:07 pm

0. I think i am dissociating from the anxiety.



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31 Jan 2020, 2:08 pm

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My friend's kitten choked on something and might need surgery.

He seems to be improving, though.


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31 Jan 2020, 2:21 pm

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My friend's kitten choked on something and might need surgery.

He seems to be improving, though.


I hope he gets better, poor baby..



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31 Jan 2020, 2:23 pm

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My friend's kitten choked on something and might need surgery.

He seems to be improving, though.


I hope he gets better, poor baby..


:( The vet can see something on the x-ray but can't tell what it is. He was vomiting and won't eat.


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31 Jan 2020, 2:28 pm

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My friend's kitten choked on something and might need surgery.

He seems to be improving, though.


I hope he gets better, poor baby..


:( The vet can see something on the x-ray but can't tell what it is. He was vomiting and won't eat.


Fingers crossed and best wishes to your friend and the kitty - been there myself :(


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31 Jan 2020, 3:09 pm

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My friend's kitten choked on something and might need surgery.

He seems to be improving, though.


I really hope the kitten manages to dislodge the object himself and doesn't need surgery. My old cat ate a mylar ribbon off a cat toy and almost had to have surgery to get it out, but managed to pass it herself just in time. Good, healing thoughts for kitty, and soothing, calming vibes for you and your friend.


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31 Jan 2020, 3:16 pm

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My friend's kitten choked on something and might need surgery.

He seems to be improving, though.


I really hope the kitten manages to dislodge the object himself and doesn't need surgery. My old cat ate a mylar ribbon off a cat toy and almost had to have surgery to get it out, but managed to pass it herself just in time. Good, healing thoughts for kitty, and soothing, calming vibes for you and your friend.


Thank you! The vet gave him a laxative. He's eaten a little and gone, but only a little .... fingers crossed. It's still an improvement, though!

Sorry about your kitty!
My own kitty ate a purple ribbon from a birthday gift the first day I had him, but he managed as well.


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31 Jan 2020, 3:20 pm

0. I think I'm in that numbed state of depression again, where I can't feel much one way or the other. It's odd, I don't really feel depressed... but I don't feel anything else, either, and haven't for the past week or so. I do know this is a form my depression has taken in the past, and it is accompanied by increased thoughts of wishing I was dead or dying, how nice it would be to overdose on sleeping pills and just fall asleep and never wake up, and wishing I had some terminal illness so I didn't have to do the job myself. I really don't want to go back to the hospital, but if things keep progressing, I might have to :(


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31 Jan 2020, 6:34 pm

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I waited an entire month for TMS and was told I needed to try another medication to see if it works or not before I can actually undergo the treatment. A month of my life is gone now and I am still suffering. I hate the American health system!



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31 Jan 2020, 6:47 pm

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I waited an entire month for TMS and was told I needed to try another medication to see if it works or not before I can actually undergo the treatment. A month of my life is gone now and I am still suffering. I hate the American health system!


I'm really sorry that happened. :( Was it a miscommunication all along, or did they abruptly change plans on you?

If you don't mind me asking, what meds did they prescribe?

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31 Jan 2020, 9:05 pm

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I waited an entire month for TMS and was told I needed to try another medication to see if it works or not before I can actually undergo the treatment. A month of my life is gone now and I am still suffering. I hate the American health system!


I'm really sorry that happened. :( Was it a miscommunication all along, or did they abruptly change plans on you?

If you don't mind me asking, what meds did they prescribe?

((Hugs))


They did a complete 180 on me because I apparently haven’t been on enough medications that didn’t work to justify getting the TMS and even after I told them why I am depressed as well as what keeps me depressed. How f****d up is that? Should I have just told them right then and there I want to shoot my brains out of my f*****g skull?

They want me to take remeron/mirtazapine.



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31 Jan 2020, 11:12 pm

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31 Jan 2020, 11:21 pm

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I waited an entire month for TMS and was told I needed to try another medication to see if it works or not before I can actually undergo the treatment. A month of my life is gone now and I am still suffering. I hate the American health system!


I'm really sorry that happened. :( Was it a miscommunication all along, or did they abruptly change plans on you?

If you don't mind me asking, what meds did they prescribe?

((Hugs))


They did a complete 180 on me because I apparently haven’t been on enough medications that didn’t work to justify getting the TMS and even after I told them why I am depressed as well as what keeps me depressed. How f****d up is that? Should I have just told them right then and there I want to shoot my brains out of my f*****g skull?

They want me to take remeron/mirtazapine.


I'm extra sorry to hear this. :(

They should have told you up front that you have to try x number of medications first. The SSRI I'm on now has the same rule that people have to have failed at (I forget how many) several other SSRI / SNRI before it will be prescribed. It's probably for insurance reasons, but I'm surprised they didn't tell you until you arrived for TMS. :( :( :(

I've read of people on WP having positive results with Remeron which is an atypical SSRI. It's worth trying. It didn't help me but don't let that discourage you, because only a few have helped me. If you haven't tried atypicals before please try not to feel discouraged. Try to have an open mind and feel positive about the new opportunity for a new type of med as you wait for TMS again.

Hugs!


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31 Jan 2020, 11:23 pm

Marknis wrote:
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I waited an entire month for TMS and was told I needed to try another medication to see if it works or not before I can actually undergo the treatment. A month of my life is gone now and I am still suffering. I hate the American health system!


I'm really sorry that happened. :( Was it a miscommunication all along, or did they abruptly change plans on you?

If you don't mind me asking, what meds did they prescribe?

((Hugs))


They did a complete 180 on me because I apparently haven’t been on enough medications that didn’t work to justify getting the TMS and even after I told them why I am depressed as well as what keeps me depressed. How f****d up is that? Should I have just told them right then and there I want to shoot my brains out of my f*****g skull?

They want me to take remeron/mirtazapine.


If you were a wealthy celeb u could. Carrie Fisher did it a lot. She did try meds n therapy but I doubt the process was as long from her account in all her books.


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31 Jan 2020, 11:25 pm

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0. I think I'm in that numbed state of depression again, where I can't feel much one way or the other. It's odd, I don't really feel depressed... but I don't feel anything else, either, and haven't for the past week or so. I do know this is a form my depression has taken in the past, and it is accompanied by increased thoughts of wishing I was dead or dying, how nice it would be to overdose on sleeping pills and just fall asleep and never wake up, and wishing I had some terminal illness so I didn't have to do the job myself. I really don't want to go back to the hospital, but if things keep progressing, I might have to :(


You need caring ppl in real life helping and helping in planning etc. To move past numbness. But it has to be consistent for it to help you and I don't think many ppl have that.
I hope u know I understand and many others do too


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