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Don't do that.
I doubt you are being a dick, I like you.

I am being a dick to my friend and now I'm making him sad. I don't know how to make him feel better.

Maybe if you explain to him that you didn't mean to make him sad.

I'm telling him I'm sorry but it's not working.

He might just be upset and need time. I'm sure he will understand though. I would tell you what to do to make it better but I don't know; I'm not very good with people.
I have to go to sleep now so I hope you sort things out with your friend. Don't hurt yourself again though, it will be alright eventually.

Goodnight.

3. A six pack a day keeps the bad s**t at bay.

Starbuline: how did you make him upset? I'm not saying I'll be able to help, but I'm willing to try, and other than five more beers I've got nothing to do.

Don't know, but I think he's feeling better now, thank god. Thankyou for asking though.

That's good to hear.

On beer #4, in about an hour's time. Not too bad. I've come to realize that buying a six pack, drinking it quickly, enjoying a couple hours of being drunk, then sleeping, is not a bad plan. Shouldn't do it nightly (This being night #3 in a row, think it has to do with stress) but it works out.

That, and at least two nights ago I had some really crazy (yet enjoyable) dreams. Anything so absurd as to involve both the FBI and materia has to be good. Hoping to have something that ridiculous again tonight.

ugh...out of beer. fighting sobriety with coffee mixed with coffee liqueur. If I can keep up the pace, I'll make it to the 6AM mark and get more. caffeine will help that. Much like flipping a coin, either it brings peace, or it brings madness.

5. I feel the usual emptiness..

1 definately one I am homeless, I am living in woods. I havent got enough food and I havent had a wash in over 5 days. I am starving and I need a ciggarrette.

i am homeless i dont want to be homeless.

I'm...confused. (Don't worry, not the first time.) If you are posting here, you have internet access. Internet cafe? Something else? If it is something else, can you get a shower there? Any way to get food. I'm just having difficulty fully understanding the full situation.

Right now, no number. I'm drunk, I'm awake, I'm coherent. Odd feeling, but I'm ok with that.

She was at a library and they have time limits on how long she can use the computer. I know what she is going through. To have no place to go. I assume she had a fight with her family and felt the need to get away. I have no advice as I do not know what help is available in the UK. I would hit some Churches up for help. Since they would assume you wanted money for drugs/alcohol tell them you will take food and would like to take a bath somewhere.

That's a really good idea. If you make it very clear that you aren't simply looking for money to get drugs or alcohol, I think it would be rare for a church (or other religious establishment) to flat out turn you away.

Didn't even think about the library possibility. >_<

ugh...if I knew it were in London I'd be willing to try and ask for a favor from some people I know that live there, but once they heard what the favor was they'd probably treat me like I was crazy. Just the possibility of that being the case, of the remote chance that I'd be able to help in some minor way, and yet I'm not able, that really irritates me.

Hyper, I'm wondering where you are, are you near a city? They usually have drop-in centres for the homeless, or 'Crisis' centres...or try a citzen's advice bureau. Is there anyone, even a distant relative, you could stay with for a while? Good idea about trying the church too, the Salvation Army do a lot of work with the homeless. In fact, I think I'd try them first.

My church can also help you out...

Nat... where are you exactly, i will get you in touch with our nearest community house...