scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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that's BS!
you can't keep thinking like that-you gotta get out there and try, the finish line doesn't come to you-you have to run to the finish line

I'm sick of running.

honey-that's the road to happines-are you really willing to be alone the rest of your life because your afraid of rejection once or twice

I know I'm afraid...but I gotta face the race soner or later and so do you

I'll be rejected every time. Both the people I like would reject me therefore I will be alone and lonely on my own forever. Like the lonely hippopotamus. Did I ever tell you the story about the lonely hippopotamus?

hon' you and I are quite alike-we both are lonely and single and have little hope
but I don't let that overcome me and you shouldn't either
God you are a lovely person-I don't know how to tell you how neat and interesting you are not to mention cute you have every chance to be happy
don't limit yourself!! !

Supernoodles, coconuts and pancakes.
No one I like will ever like me back. This is a universal truth.

no that is you just assuming that it's BS!!
I would bet money (a lot) you'd meet someone wonderful before you were 30!

I'll have died of loneliness like the lonely hippopotamus by the time I'm thirty.

why why do you think your destened to be alone soph?

Because I always like people I can't have.
And it makes me sad.

I really can't pick a number.

On one hand, I'm ticked off about some accusations that 1.) aren't true and 2.) I can't respond to. Hyprocrites do piss me off. I'm also vaguely amused because of the complete irony of the whole situation and the fact that the person most affected by it probably - no, certainly - doesn't get it. I'm also slightly weary of helping people who are only going to turn on me. I also feel slightly content, since I saw this coming from a mile away and was right, and thus, prepared. Nor do I really care for the opinion of the person, since I have practically no respect for them any longer. My forgive and forget policy only applies a few times.

Despite all of that - almost all negative emotions, and the stress of an attack which almost always sends me into a low mood - I feel more alive than I have for the past week. That makes me feel more cheerful than usual.

I always like people I can't have either...
it's annoying but I don't give up on life and love

I can't say not to, that'd be horribly hypocritical of me. Just try to be careful with it.



I know the feeling (and I'm not going into the latest example I have... ), but it is a bit of a leap to say always. You never know what tomorrow could bring. I know this is the most played-out response, but I still believe it to be valid. Just don't give up hope.

I'm around a 5 right now. My family came by my apartment. It went surprisingly well. The guy that's staying with me cooked some food for them before they got here. They were really happy with it. It just went better than I thought it would, took away some of the anxiety. Still on edge a bit, but a lot better than I was.

10. Today was pretty good.

5
Feel better now. Glad that's over.
Sorry to everyone for being weird for a couple of hours.