Can anyone teach me how to not care?
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
There is a way, but a tough one, and it will hurt.
bdhkhsfgk wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
There is a way, but a tough one, and it will hurt.
whatcha talking about :I
in welfare-norway its difficult enough to move out. OF COURSE i am refering to Move Out and Then IN to a New Place.
not simply move out and become a drifting hobo
what did you have in mind?
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ZEGH8578 wrote:
bdhkhsfgk wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
There is a way, but a tough one, and it will hurt.
whatcha talking about :I
in welfare-norway its difficult enough to move out. OF COURSE i am refering to Move Out and Then IN to a New Place.
not simply move out and become a drifting hobo
what did you have in mind?
Conclusion, the way to an easier life is this, even though it may destroy mental state.
Option 1. Dress naked and annoy a policeman until he thorows you into jail for the rest of your life, or convince him to send you to an orphanage.
Option 2. Same, but the difference is that you should dress people you come across naked until you get arrested.
Option 3. Act like a mental freak and shout random things out loud while shaking your head and let your tongue loose, naked. Then you say, looking up, " WHAT TIME IS IT?!?!??! !???", and then you will get a better life at a mental hospital, maybe.
Option 4. Do the above, only in front of a mental hospittall.
I highly recommend Option 4, then comes 3, 1 og 2.
bdhkhsfgk wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
bdhkhsfgk wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
There is a way, but a tough one, and it will hurt.
whatcha talking about :I
in welfare-norway its difficult enough to move out. OF COURSE i am refering to Move Out and Then IN to a New Place.
not simply move out and become a drifting hobo
what did you have in mind?
Conclusion, the way to an easier life is this, even though it may destroy mental state.
Option 1. Dress naked and annoy a policeman until he thorows you into jail for the rest of your life, or convince him to send you to an orphanage.
Option 2. Same, but the difference is that you should dress people you come across naked until you get arrested.
Option 3. Act like a mental freak and shout random things out loud while shaking your head and let your tongue loose, naked. Then you say, looking up, " WHAT TIME IS IT?!?!??! !???", and then you will get a better life at a mental hospital, maybe.
Option 4. Do the above, only in front of a mental hospittall.
I highly recommend Option 4, then comes 3, 1 og 2.
shes too old for orphanages, + her family lives.
AND, exhibiting yourself to a cop will only imprison you for a day or two, and she would owe the cops tons of fines.
plus, the idea of moving out is to:
find solace
not to end up in ther most CROWDED places IMAGINABLE, jails or sanatoriums
_________________
''In the world I see - you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center.''
ZEGH8578 wrote:
bdhkhsfgk wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
bdhkhsfgk wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
There is a way, but a tough one, and it will hurt.
whatcha talking about :I
in welfare-norway its difficult enough to move out. OF COURSE i am refering to Move Out and Then IN to a New Place.
not simply move out and become a drifting hobo
what did you have in mind?
Conclusion, the way to an easier life is this, even though it may destroy mental state.
Option 1. Dress naked and annoy a policeman until he thorows you into jail for the rest of your life, or convince him to send you to an orphanage.
Option 2. Same, but the difference is that you should dress people you come across naked until you get arrested.
Option 3. Act like a mental freak and shout random things out loud while shaking your head and let your tongue loose, naked. Then you say, looking up, " WHAT TIME IS IT?!?!??! !???", and then you will get a better life at a mental hospital, maybe.
Option 4. Do the above, only in front of a mental hospittall.
I highly recommend Option 4, then comes 3, 1 og 2.
shes too old for orphanages, + her family lives.
AND, exhibiting yourself to a cop will only imprison you for a day or two, and she would owe the cops tons of fines.
plus, the idea of moving out is to:
find solace
not to end up in ther most CROWDED places IMAGINABLE, jails or sanatoriums
Fickle_Pickle
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Age: 35
Gender: Female
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ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
Well, no. I have no idea what "sticks and stones" means. Maybe no one has to try to defeat me, I just fail naturally.
And maybe I should give up because it just simply can't be done!
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
Well, no. I have no idea what "sticks and stones" means. Maybe no one has to try to defeat me, I just fail naturally.
And maybe I should give up because it just simply can't be done!
"sticks and stones may break my bones, but words may never hurt me" it sounds all soggy and emotional, thats why i like to limit it to "sticks and stones" :] i meant it as, your not defeated, untill someone actually physically injures you to pieces.
and no, dont give up. does your parents know how you feel? let them know you _need_ to move out, if all of you are looking out together, who knows maybe youll get lucky... eventually
in the meantime
do you have someone you can call?
to get out
hm. ive allready imagined myself as 80 and online, like a dumbass loser.
maybe ill see you on the forums there still "Damn my pesky emotions! views: 13786 replies: 8856"
_________________
''In the world I see - you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center.''
Mindovermatter wrote:
like someone said before, just smoke weed hahahaha worked for me for 6 years.(actually it didnt' work, just about ruined my life and I'm stuck here picking up the pieces)
I can't help you...Find god maybe.... Life is a riot!
I can't help you...Find god maybe.... Life is a riot!
there should be a general rule against smoking weed (or boozing for that matter) when your life sucks.
but then again...
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''In the world I see - you are stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center.''
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Age: 35
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ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
Well, no. I have no idea what "sticks and stones" means. Maybe no one has to try to defeat me, I just fail naturally.
And maybe I should give up because it just simply can't be done!
"sticks and stones may break my bones, but words may never hurt me" it sounds all soggy and emotional, thats why i like to limit it to "sticks and stones" :] i meant it as, your not defeated, untill someone actually physically injures you to pieces.
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
Well, no. I have no idea what "sticks and stones" means. Maybe no one has to try to defeat me, I just fail naturally.
And maybe I should give up because it just simply can't be done!
"sticks and stones may break my bones, but words may never hurt me" it sounds all soggy and emotional, thats why i like to limit it to "sticks and stones" :] i meant it as, your not defeated, untill someone actually physically injures you to pieces.
who's they?
and like... when :I
everyone on two legs gets a beating when your little, especially if your aspie
the latest serious asskicking i got i was 16
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Fickle_Pickle
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Joined: 31 Oct 2005
Age: 35
Gender: Female
Posts: 974
Location: North Hollywood, California
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
Well, no. I have no idea what "sticks and stones" means. Maybe no one has to try to defeat me, I just fail naturally.
And maybe I should give up because it just simply can't be done!
"sticks and stones may break my bones, but words may never hurt me" it sounds all soggy and emotional, thats why i like to limit it to "sticks and stones" :] i meant it as, your not defeated, untill someone actually physically injures you to pieces.
who's they?
and like... when :I
everyone on two legs gets a beating when your little, especially if your aspie
the latest serious asskicking i got i was 16
By "they" I always mean my family, no one else ever tries to hurt me. I thought last year was the last for me, but I got another severe one that made my eye swell up last month.
Anyway, I am now on Sam-E. I wonder what that will be the outcome of that. I hope I can prevent future beatings. I really want to take Judo lessons, then even if they are 100 lbs heavier than I am, I can flip them over.
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
ZEGH8578 wrote:
Fickle_Pickle wrote:
I think now I should just give up. After all, I am considered a freak among my family since I am right-handed and everyone else is a lefty. They are overly-logical left handed people while I am the intuitive righty. My older sister calls reffers to my intuition indirectly as "asspull". But now that I know it, it's their problem they're so desperate to bully and belittle me while they think they are doing something right. I can at least fall in love with a jerk/smartass because I learned to get sexual pleasure from being belittled by having it happen to me so much.
come on, why that attitude of defeat?
wat have anyone ACTUALLY done to defeat you? sticks and stones, you know?
your still fit for fight. i wish there was a way for you to move out. move out move out move out. seriously. move out
Well, no. I have no idea what "sticks and stones" means. Maybe no one has to try to defeat me, I just fail naturally.
And maybe I should give up because it just simply can't be done!
"sticks and stones may break my bones, but words may never hurt me" it sounds all soggy and emotional, thats why i like to limit it to "sticks and stones" :] i meant it as, your not defeated, untill someone actually physically injures you to pieces.
who's they?
and like... when :I
everyone on two legs gets a beating when your little, especially if your aspie
the latest serious asskicking i got i was 16
By "they" I always mean my family, no one else ever tries to hurt me. I thought last year was the last for me, but I got another severe one that made my eye swell up last month.
Anyway, I am now on Sam-E. I wonder what that will be the outcome of that. I hope I can prevent future beatings. I really want to take Judo lessons, then even if they are 100 lbs heavier than I am, I can flip them over.
:/
swollen eye? last month? wtf :/
isnt that... domestic abuse? :S call cops?
no wonder you are emotional :S
let me tell you about asian martial arts: theyre not magical. theyre not extraordinary. youll learn the same ass-kick-ness from some mexican back ally fighter, seriously. asian martial arts are different because:
1. theyre old and asian.
2. they cost more
3. you get belts w color codes saying how much youve practiced.
if i grab a brick, and fling it towards a black-belt guy, i win. even black belt isnt "the s**t" it just means "i have now become decent in this kind of martial arts". people look up to it as some jedi-artform, its not.
what such training DOES give you is self confidence, but again, you pay a lot of members fee for it :/
you should definitely move out :/ somehow :/
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bdhkhsfgk wrote:
Ive not been beaten before, i usually beat THEM instead, but what did you do to get yo *ss handed to ya?
just curious
you beat up your dad?
or do you give your little siblings a noogie?
(you do know that in some cases, its not the persons own fault for being beaten up. there are very few actions that warrant getting treated w violence. rolling eyes could be unappropriate....)
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