I'm a degenerate and i deserve to die.

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i'm going to point out something obvious.

you have a community of people here who value you and care about what happens to you. you know from your participation on this board that there are lots of people just like you who feel at times just like you do, and they understand you because they have either already gone through what you are going through, or they are going through it now.

i'm in the "i've been through this a long time ago" group. the place where the people don't care and treat you badly, is not the place that matters. the only place that matters is the place where you are wanted. and that place appears to be here.

your brain may be wired differently, but the NTs who are making your life hell are seriously mentally disturbed and are the inferior ones. why this is permitted to go on i have no idea. these mentally disturbed people may or may not grow out of their issues, but the fact is that their behavior is destructive, therefore they are the burdens on society.

Be patient, Good friends can take a long time to find. It took me until my twenties to find a few. Made a lot of crappy ones over the years but I now have many good friends.

Have some patience life gets better if you work at it.

It's interesting. Those of us on the other side of the fence (yes, I'm NT) can actually sense when someone already hates us...we can smell hatred coming, and react accordingly. If you start out already hating a generic group of people, they will most likely sense it and hate you back

And bullies destroy more lives than just Aspies...I had people having a go at me all through school because I wasn't quite the same as them It happens. But things change as you get older - kids can be cruel, teenagers can be even more vindictive, but the prevalence of a**holes seems to drop off into adulthood, leaving only a few office bullies that like to flex their muscles. Basically...things can get a lot better as times goes by.

So yeah dude...you're awesomeness in human form Don't let a bunch of pricks get you too down. They're hardly worth it, I mean heck, someone that's gonna go out of their way to make someone else completely miserable is pretty much the scourge of the human race. They get their gratification out of seeing you sad/down/depressed/angry/upset/etc, that's why they do it.

They only win if you let them.

So don't...live, move on, grow beyond them, become their superior (though arguably you already are). If you remain pretty much unaffected by their attempts at bringing you down, they lose, not you...

Get a DS or something. Don't get a PSP. Right now, there aren't alot of good games out there.

I'm serious. I don't know your age but try buying a good game like Meteos (a little addictive puzzle game) or try New Super Mario Bros. That game is awesome!

Don't beat yourself up about sucking at games. I had a hard time with an old game called Superman 64. I always thought I really sucked at it, but no, it was the game that was crappy. Found that out when I got EGM magazine.

What games do you have? I can possibly help you with it.