I'm a degenerate and i deserve to die.

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20 Feb 2007, 7:16 pm

Don't kill yourself. You'll affect your family, friends, relatives and aquaitences, and a few of them might follow in your fatal foot steps if you end it all.



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20 Feb 2007, 7:58 pm

CockneyRebel wrote:
Don't kill yourself. You'll affect your family, friends, relatives and aquaitences, and a few of them might follow in your fatal foot steps if you end it all.


Good point!


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20 Feb 2007, 10:35 pm

St33med wrote:
What games do you have? I can possibly help you with it.


Empire Earth II The Art Of Supremacy is the one i need the most help with.

Quatermass wrote:
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Don't kill yourself. You'll affect your family, friends, relatives and aquaitences, and a few of them might follow in your fatal foot steps if you end it all.



Good point!


BS,noone i know in real life gives a f**k about me,they want me miserable and/or dead.


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21 Feb 2007, 1:08 am

Unknown wrote:
St33med wrote:
What games do you have? I can possibly help you with it.


Empire Earth II The Art Of Supremacy is the one i need the most help with.

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CockneyRebel wrote:
Don't kill yourself. You'll affect your family, friends, relatives and aquaitences, and a few of them might follow in your fatal foot steps if you end it all.



Good point!


BS,noone i know in real life gives a f**k about me,they want me miserable and/or dead.


I don't want you dead, or really miserable.


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22 Feb 2007, 6:44 pm

Neither do I.



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22 Feb 2007, 9:27 pm

a) You're not a degenerate.
b) You don't deserve to die.

I know how you feel though Unknown. I've been in horrible downtrodden slumps, but when you hit rock bottom the only way is up.

Plus I think MTV is losing popularity if that makes you feel better (I don't know anyone who watches it).



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07 Mar 2007, 11:30 pm

Unknown wrote:
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Has anyone from your society told you that you are a burden to them?


Techincally,yes they did,but not in words,but by bullying and manipulating me.


That is them being a burden, not you (yes, I know they may have had other motives in play, but they were still being burdensome). Could you tell more about what you said concerning God controlling you? I have sometimes felt depraved and undeserving of life as well.


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07 Mar 2007, 11:32 pm

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GOD IS A f***ing a**hole!! !! !

I agree with that.



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07 Mar 2007, 11:37 pm

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Highly unlikely,if so,only my mom,my stepdad hates me for not being up to his expectations.


I see. How long have you been feeling depressed and suicidal?

Sorry if this is going in an interview type way...but I would like to try and help you. :wink:


I began feeling suicidal beginning around 7th grade when i realized that the people who I THOUGHT were my friends were really MY ENEMIES.


Betrayal such as this must have been very traumatic. Why do you believe that you are degenerate and undeserving of life? Much of what you say has happened seems to reflect worse on others than on yourself. That said, as I mentioned in my earlier post, I have sometimes felt like this (degenerate) - recently as well. Is any of this helping? I realise many of our words may really be doing rather little, but wish to do more.


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08 Mar 2007, 4:26 pm

God doesn't exist, so that's one less thing to worry about.

I suggest seeing a psychiatrist if you are feeling depressed and suicidal. There are medications that really will help you feel better.