scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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5.
I am so pleased with how my photos came out as I only intended on catching a few shots. But am totally exhausted now as it took all night to shrink them down and upload them with my bad net connection.

A confirmed 7. No results, no failures or anything of the sort is bringing me down one bit...
I'm an unbreakable 7.

Ah, yummy 0.

I had lunch today with an old work friend whom I have not seen for several years; she dropped me a line last week, just out of the blue; I'm a little surprised she remembered me enough to do that, but perhaps that is because my own memory for people is so shaky. We had Thai curries, and I babbled at her for at least a couple of hours; once I get going, it's really hard to get me to stop. Overall, it was a nice bit of catch-up.

I told her I'd send her my contact card so we can keep in touch, but now I'm sitting here debating whether or not to edit the link to my MySpace page out of it; I mentioned to her that I went through a very dark nervous breakdown last year (to put it mildly), but I'm not sure she truly appreciates how far my madness has progressed... I often wonder if people who take the time to look at my page will think I'm mad? And of course just wondering that leads me to wonder if I'm being paranoid... Oiy; catch-22, catch-22. (<- This is a great book, BTW.)

I have leftovers from the lunch (I can't eat and talk at the same time; I don't know how people do that?), which I plan to warm up and eat at my weekly AD&D gathering in 18 minutes. I must admit that my mouth is watering… Yummy 0.
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Good fortune,

- Icarus loves a good curry

2.
Extremely tired...and bored trying to rip music onto laptop which was returned with new HDD.
Friend not online so a little bit peeved. But It makes a change to not have to worry about typing things in time.

-2.
My extreme tiredness is making me very snappy and not in a mood to socialise in messengers, as in I find myself not wishing to communicate much. I had been all set to go to bed, read a little, finish ripping my music since friend had not come online...then he came on. Threw me off. Me gets nasty when the plans I make suddenly are upended.

What would a neutral be?

0

5

whatever.

Long day


tired

~YAWN~

got a great phonecall today from Ana and her MOM!! It went well they both sound incredible.
I need to sleep.
g'night!!

+2.
It's becoming increasingly difficult to reassure myself that I do not regret my actions. I've always done what I thought was right, but the follow-through is always rather painful. Curses. Also, I seem to be developing a knack for leaving things too late. All in all, it's rather hard to convince myself that I haven't buggered myself over once again.

? neutral-ish, but explosive.

mostly due to the fact that i had to go to the grocery store last night, (which is stressful all by itself) and there was this AS*HOLE in my aisle yelling at a crying child.

the Dad: Are you serious? You are not serious. NO! You can not cry over that. That is ridiculous. Stop it, you are not serious!!

and so on, yelling at the child for being a baby.

and i was torn between crying myself and attacking the son of a B.

yes, ladies and gents... what we have here is an INVALIDATINTG environment! isn't it cute! i'm sure he'll toughen up and grow up to be a proper manly man.

or a f*****g SERIAL KILLER.

i hate people.

+10

I got my career test results, and that's a relief, even though it said that the best career path for me is interior design.

Tim

9. I'm going on a picnic tomorrow, and I went to an awesome concert tonight.

-10

Another coworker who is moving up to a management position has been questioning my ability to handle closing the store. She thinks it takes WAY too long, when in reality, over the weeks I've been training to close the store, I've been stuck with a rash of the worst customers you could possibly imagine.

An example would be a couple which came in tow days ago. The woman decided she had to spent 40 minutes on our company phone system calling her mother in Maine (we're in Oregon, on the Pacific Coast, mind you), while the husband (apparently who the mother disapproves of) sat there and contradicted everything we suggested for solving his battery problems, and had the guy training me run out every five minutes to check if his batteries were charging for the full hour he was there.

These rash of customers haven't stopped until last night, when I was able to close the store on my own within a reasonable amount of time.

Now I'm going to work, and I'll discuss this problem with the owner's son, and bypass my incompetent manager entirely. I will not allow them to hold me back because they're too stupid to shut their mouths, open their eyes, and observe what the real situation is before commenting on it.

I will not allow filth to rule over me, especially when the owner and owner's son noticed that still being the "new guy", I'm already in the top third of promotional sales.

3
This morning was nothing more than a study hall in Algebra, the teacher had a cold!

3.
A day in which I periodically found myself fretting about the welfare of others. I saw an ambulance and a police car outside the park perimeter and had to check to make sure it wasn't someone here I care about. Plus someone else is ill.