scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I failed to get my driver's licence today, I have to wait 4 weeks to take a new test and I have to pay the f*cking DMV 600$ for the new test.

8 or 9... no headache, new boy

2-3 Been getting depressed a lot lately... ugh people that like me are to confusing and I'm always afraid I'll offend them or scare them and I make stupid mistakes where I ignore people who I know like me.

-2 because I am scared that we WON'T go on the cruise to Alaska. I pray that we do go though. I am scared that Intel stock will NEVER recover. My dad works at Intel and has a lot of Intel stock. That stock in 1999 and 2000 was worth $140 a share and now it is around $20. That means we lost $30535050320 in the last 8 years. I am scared that IF we do go, it will be the last trip that we go as a family. There is some good news though. I am learning graphics design and my teacher said I might get a job in 6-12 months. I will probably start small time and make not much money though but that doesn't matter since I live with my parents. I also have a business that has potential, at least according to some people, I don't know how true it is. Right now? My business is making $1 a year!! ! Maybe not even that!

-4
Science sucks. I have a test tomorrow and I don't think I'll pass!

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No more pretending to be a neo-fascist, sucking up to the local establishment! I am going to flaunt my liberalism wherever I go!

Whether your liberal or conservative, if you be yourself I don't think you can go wrong.

Thanks!

Now I'm a -7!
I'm scared to look at my science notes to study, as I'm afraid of getting an anxiety attack from studying Pathetic when I can't even use my outlet without fear anymore.
I'm struggling to live right now, as I'm so freaking depressed. I don't want to die though, I just am sick of people telling me they'll help me then leave me alone again!

-2

I really do want to help you ebec, but I just don't know how I can.

I haven't met anybody who can...thank you for the support though. I'm a -6 now, though still depressed because I don't have anyone in real life to hold on to. They all left me.

Damn, I wish I could be there. I could probably be of more help in person.

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I can no longer control my sex drive.

Does that mean you did a one night stand?

I wish you were here too Fantom...it sucks feeling alone and actually being alone.

No, it means while I tried to make attempts to wait until marriage, I just can't do it. But it still has to be in a committed relationship.

luckily at the moment I have no urge to have sex (too young - I guess never having a boyfriend helps too)