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08 Apr 2008, 5:45 pm

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-3. I want to tell Jack I feel like f***ing sh** all the time and get black holes again and just f***ing forgetting about it is just making it worse. I should tell him he's no f***ing better than me because he still f***ing smokes and sometimes drinks and says it's going to be hard to come off that too, but how am I supposed to f***ing be compassionate to him but also try and stop him from using the stuff? I don't have my sh** togethr inside myself. He doesn't f***ing care that I feel f***ing miserable all the time. He thinks it's just f***ing anxiety and nothing really. I want to f***ing slap him; I'm so pissed at him, but I know it should be me that I'm pissed at, not him, because I don't even f***ing tell him. But I don't want to tell him because I'm a f***ing coward. What the f**k i the matter with me?

(hugs Ana54)

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08 Apr 2008, 7:20 pm

7. I had a good day. I got an A on my Chemistry test, I got my lab done, and I had a good rehearsal in Wind Ensemble today. Still, I spoke with a Music Education student last night and he said he would email his former Psychology professor who specializes in special education and IEP. The student wants me to team up with this professor to give a lecture about Autism to the Music majors and the Education majors. I'm quite nervous about it if I get the chance to do it.

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08 Apr 2008, 7:41 pm

I'm a 1.
I still pretty worried about 886. I just think she's such an awesome person!

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08 Apr 2008, 9:38 pm

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Better than I was, I have my friends on here to help me. Then there is the fact that I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow.

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08 Apr 2008, 11:06 pm

0 Totally neutral to everything at the moment

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09 Apr 2008, 6:59 am

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I don't think I can wait 8 months for my friend to graduate from college and get a job, in order to start a relationship.

Yet, there are no other Aspies who have the same interests and beliefs as me, who are also single.

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09 Apr 2008, 7:05 am

Body not well, but whats new so thats a 4.

Mind kind of tired but ok so thats a 7

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09 Apr 2008, 12:17 pm

3 Don't know if dating is peer pressure from the media or something I should really look into.

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09 Apr 2008, 12:29 pm

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09 Apr 2008, 12:46 pm

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I tried to commit suicide last night by taking 21 pills (that's all I had). I can't stop shaking now and feel strange. I feel like a new person now.

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09 Apr 2008, 12:50 pm

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I tried to commit suicide last night by taking 21 pills (that's all I had). I can't stop shaking now and feel strange. I feel like a new person now.

You mean it makes you feel better now? Sort of weird but basically good ofcourse. Maybe some tension release? Be careful for your liver etcetera however, you might just really hurt yourself.

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09 Apr 2008, 12:59 pm

Nico wrote:

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I tried to commit suicide last night by taking 21 pills (that's all I had). I can't stop shaking now and feel strange. I feel like a new person now.

Do you think you should get a health check in case of organ damage or something?

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09 Apr 2008, 1:08 pm

Depending on what the pills were it is probably no use. Getting the stomach empty is only the first hour or so. With another substance my girlfriend got anti-medicine until the next day, but it had to start directly. I am sorry to have some experience in this field. It is a very good however to check the effects of the substance you have taken. If it is your normal medication, also look out for the effects of now having none.

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09 Apr 2008, 1:21 pm

I had my heart rate and blood checked in various ways and I'm totally fine.

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09 Apr 2008, 1:23 pm

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I had my heart rate and blood checked in various ways and I'm totally fine.

Good, I'm happy about that.

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09 Apr 2008, 2:53 pm

Nico wrote:

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I tried to commit suicide last night by taking 21 pills (that's all I had). I can't stop shaking now and feel strange. I feel like a new person now.

I wish you hadn't done that, but I understand how you feel. I'm glad you feel better

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