I'm a degenerate and i deserve to die.

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17 Feb 2007, 3:10 pm

I'm very depressed,theres nothing that can be done to help my self esteem,if i didn't have a part of me thats controlled by god,i would have killed myself a long time ago.

Even if i don't kill myself,i'll be bored beyond comprehension since i ain't gonna be gaming anymore because they are so hard.

I'm just a burden to society and thus,i deserve to die,god just loves manipulating me.

GOD IS A f*****g a**hole!! !! !

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17 Feb 2007, 3:13 pm

Has anyone from your society told you that you are a burden to them?

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17 Feb 2007, 3:15 pm

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Has anyone from your society told you that you are a burden to them?

Techincally,yes they did,but not in words,but by bullying and manipulating me.

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17 Feb 2007, 3:20 pm

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Has anyone from your society told you that you are a burden to them?

Techincally,yes they did,but not in words,but by bullying and manipulating me.

So sad

Do your parents care for you?

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17 Feb 2007, 3:21 pm

Alternative wrote:

Unknown wrote:

Alternative wrote:

Has anyone from your society told you that you are a burden to them?

Techincally,yes they did,but not in words,but by bullying and manipulating me.

So sad

Do your parents care for you?

Highly unlikely,if so,only my mom,my stepdad hates me for not being up to his expectations.

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17 Feb 2007, 3:23 pm

Unknown wrote:

Alternative wrote:

Unknown wrote:

Alternative wrote:

Has anyone from your society told you that you are a burden to them?

Techincally,yes they did,but not in words,but by bullying and manipulating me.

So sad

Do your parents care for you?

Highly unlikely,if so,only my mom,my stepdad hates me for not being up to his expectations.

I see. How long have you been feeling depressed and suicidal?

Sorry if this is going in an interview type way...but I would like to try and help you. :wink:

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17 Feb 2007, 3:24 pm

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Highly unlikely,if so,only my mom,my stepdad hates me for not being up to his expectations.

Living your life with all of your concern put on the expectations of others is like living your life for someone else. What do you want to get out of life? How do you want to be? Have you considered those questions?

And there are a lot of a**holes on this planet that will say such hurtful things as "You're a burden on society," when they have no place to. While the opinions of others are hard to flat out ignore, don't take them to be an accurate indication of the kind of person you are.

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17 Feb 2007, 3:27 pm

Alternative wrote:

Unknown wrote:

Alternative wrote:

Unknown wrote:

Alternative wrote:

Has anyone from your society told you that you are a burden to them?

Techincally,yes they did,but not in words,but by bullying and manipulating me.

So sad

Do your parents care for you?

Highly unlikely,if so,only my mom,my stepdad hates me for not being up to his expectations.

I see. How long have you been feeling depressed and suicidal?

Sorry if this is going in an interview type way...but I would like to try and help you. :wink:

I began feeling suicidal beginning around 7th grade when i realized that the people who I THOUGHT were my friends were really MY ENEMIES.

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17 Feb 2007, 3:28 pm

shadexiii wrote:

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Highly unlikely,if so,only my mom,my stepdad hates me for not being up to his expectations.

I want to be happy and have a good life,but now thats impossible,all thanks to you-know-who.

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17 Feb 2007, 3:29 pm

Unknown wrote:

Alternative wrote:

Unknown wrote:

Alternative wrote:

Unknown wrote:

Alternative wrote:

Has anyone from your society told you that you are a burden to them?

Techincally,yes they did,but not in words,but by bullying and manipulating me.

So sad

Do your parents care for you?

Highly unlikely,if so,only my mom,my stepdad hates me for not being up to his expectations.

I see. How long have you been feeling depressed and suicidal?

Sorry if this is going in an interview type way...but I would like to try and help you. :wink:

I began feeling suicidal beginning around 7th grade when i realized that the people who I THOUGHT were my friends were really MY ENEMIES.

I see.

You shouldn't really let these kind of bastards get you down.

There are a lot of s**ts in the world which you have gotta put up with. I know I've had enough with all these kind of people...but that's life.

Well that's my opinion though.

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17 Feb 2007, 3:31 pm

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I began feeling suicidal beginning around 7th grade when i realized that the people who I THOUGHT were my friends were really MY ENEMIES.

I had a similar experience in the 8th grade. The limited group of people I considered to be my friends turned their backs on me. They refused to talk to me. They reminded each other if one of them "forgot" that I "didn't exist." They made my life a living hell. The ringleader, yeah, I'd still love to just knock him out cold. Of the rest, one of them was blackmailed into it, and after a time I was able to forgive him. We're still pretty good friends now, even though we're going to college in different states and he has since moved from our hometown. (His parents moved.)

Not everyone is like that. There are good people out there, and I know that doesn't help much just to read that, but just be patient. It sucks, and doesn't seem very fair, but there's no real way to rush the good people into your life.

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17 Feb 2007, 3:31 pm

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid ... attraction
watch this short video it might help you realize u are more able than what u think u are.
and about God,dont blame him,it is life, out of mistakes we learn.
peace

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17 Feb 2007, 3:33 pm

[quote="Alternative']You shouldn't really let these kind of bastards get you down.[/quote]

Too late,they already ruined my life,so now the only option is to make their lives a living hell,but i am incapable of doing so.

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17 Feb 2007, 3:35 pm

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Too late,they already ruined my life,so now the only option is to make their lives a living hell,but i am incapable of doing so.

Aah, the old revenge. If only.

I found ignorance works well with me.

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17 Feb 2007, 3:35 pm

i think i hate mtv more than you!
i got the nobel price to mtv hater u dont

peace

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17 Feb 2007, 3:36 pm

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i think i hate mtv more than you!
i got the nobel price to mtv hater u dont

peace

I got the nobel prize to Modern Pop Music hater.

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