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06 Mar 2007, 7:36 pm

know one truely understands no one to talk to no purpose in life if only there was some one to talk to i think id be alot happier



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06 Mar 2007, 7:59 pm

I'm sorry. What is your situation?



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06 Mar 2007, 9:18 pm

Maybe just the social isolation that seems to afflict so many of us is the issue.
I can much understand this as I have many times when I long for someone to talk to and share my interests with and who might understand me at least a little bit.


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06 Mar 2007, 9:26 pm

I know what thats like. I am sorry you feel that way. you can talk to me if you like. PM me any time. I hope you feel better.


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07 Mar 2007, 6:23 am

Know the feeling well. if you might be able to get near a group, in a somewhat friendly spot. Watch for the people on the edge of the crowd, they very well may be doing what you are. Don't fit in the crowd, but are lonely themselves.



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07 Mar 2007, 6:06 pm

its so hard living life going to school everyday i just feel like i want to have a meltdown so many people think im normal just acting they dont know but if they see me sceam and cry and yell and tryu to sctratch my flesh off roll on the floor they will se im crazy because i am i hold it in everyday normal as i can be the odd the inteligent normal person i am but really im just crazy why cant my mom give me a break i just want a week of of school thats what i need but no mental health dosent get you out of scgool phisical sickness dose mabey i should cut my self or just have melt dow righ now just run outside screaming at the top of my lungs then they will here im crazy im insane it hurts i need a break



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07 Mar 2007, 7:10 pm

We live in a lonely world but at least its a big world, im sure you can find some or who likes the same things you do, even its laying around and watching tv. Its a big world so search and you will find.



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07 Mar 2007, 8:23 pm

i feel ya about the school.

somehow, i know i'm almost done... but it feels so far away.

i don't feel smart anymore. i used to never take notes, doodle all day and still stay at the top of my class... now, my sense of self direction seems to be off and the little logic i thought i had doesn't seem to apply anymore...

i work everyday, generally 10ish hours

i'm tired and am coming unravelled.

i used to feel i never knew the world, now i feel like i don't know myself (and reject the world)

i work around ppl and now live with a roommate... but no one who understands... or could ever fathom that things aren't peachy-keen for me.

i just want to cry.

i'm sorry you're having a hard time... it's tough.


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07 Mar 2007, 9:26 pm

i feel as if i need help now or just a break its like an emergancy but i dont know i just feel i have no one to tallk to



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07 Mar 2007, 9:41 pm

Well, what's going on around you? Like no one in the house? Sorry not sure how old you are. I mean us old foggies can get in a car or sometthing and go places that you might not be able to. I'm up all night, well it's night here. Tell me a story, any story, about you or anything that makes you feel good, or just any ol thing in general. Let's talk.



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07 Mar 2007, 9:51 pm

im 17 but cnt realy go anywhere i just dont know how to explain to everyone i need a break im overwheled espcialy when im so hyper active at school no one takes me serious sigh my mom dosent understand i just need a break



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07 Mar 2007, 9:55 pm

time wrote:
im 17 but cnt realy go anywhere i just dont know how to explain to everyone i need a break im overwheled espcialy when im so hyper active at school no one takes me serious sigh my mom dosent understand i just need a break


Sounds like me :\ I used to be so hyper when I was at college or around my friends that nobody believes me when I say I feel so alone. Is it like that for you?
Do you have msn? I could try be your friend but I'm kinda weird :\



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07 Mar 2007, 9:57 pm

well you're sure at the right place to have it understood. I mean we're all different on how we see things, but we have a lot in common at the same time. Most have know just exactly what you've already said.

I just saw Angelsfalls post as I was writing this. Looked at her profile. Careful she plays WoW. When she says she's different believe her, I used to play that for years :lol:



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07 Mar 2007, 10:10 pm

i think i might be okay but it feels like i need to have a meltdown but i cant cus people care about me but if i dont they will never understand and i will explode i jusy want mom to understand how i realy feel



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07 Mar 2007, 10:42 pm

For a very long time, I didn't have the kind of melt downs that let me cry or get it out of me. it came out in anger/rage. Not that that aren't things going on in the world that don't deserve it. The war is the one that can put me into a meltdown, but I have let myself actually cry at some point in it. I even catch myself, still, trying to hold it back.

This is going to sound really lame and I'm sure you've been told or seen it a million times. Time. It really can get better with time. We learn to be able to exprss ourselves better, let others know in ways they can understand it a little bit. Not everybody we meet is going to be able to get it, no matter how good we get at explaining what we feel. The important thing is not what others think, it's what we think about ourselves. I am not a bad person. I did not ask for this. It's not my fault. It is not my fault. Saying this doesn't make the lonelyness go a way, it's up to us to figure out our little secret ways of doing it. I still need to figure out new ways. But and here comes another thing you've seen a million times, even the so called normal people go through the same thing. It's just part of being human. I didn't ask for that either. It's not my fault :wink:



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08 Mar 2007, 8:17 am

Hey i hope you are okay. Sometimes meltdowns are needed..
I hope your mum will get to understand in time, have you tried writing her letters? Thats the best way i can express myself personally. Feel free to talk to me anytime if you want to. :)